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| wiredshut (profile) wrote, on 6-7-2005 at 11:53am | |
| Current mood: melancholy Music: AFI, Marilyn ,manson Subject: Aloneness, again |
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| it's been very weird for me this past few weeks. i, for once in my life for as long as i can remember, am between crushes!!! i don't actually "like" someone at the moment. i guess it doesn't really make much difference because usually the reason that you fancy (ahhh, i hate that word!) someone is because you want to start a relationship with them but when i have a crush on someone i am quite happy to admire from afar, i never "approch" someone because i know that no one ever feels the same way for me as i do for them- its just the way that the world works. i have accepted that and am content with it for now, sometimes, of course i feel a bit sad about it but what can ya do, huh? anyway, the reason that i bring this up right now is because i am worried. we just had half term and i spoke to none of my friends. not one. this makes me sad. i guess that this is the ideal oppotunity to lose touch with the people that you really don't like so i guess that no one REALLY liked me in the first place. im am of course- in case you didn't realise- feeling extreamely sorry for my self. i apologise to my non- existant audience. | |
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| Anonymous | 06-07-05 2:30pm I am sadly in your audience. C x |
| Anonymous | 06-07-05 3:39pm does that mean i dont count? i do belive i phones you 2 or 3 times! oh well.
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Anonymous | Re:, 06-08-05 11:24am Yeah but you don't phone me. *whimper* *shakes fist at Vicky in jealousy* C x |
| Anonymous | 06-08-05 3:50pm EMO KID |
| Anonymous | 06-09-05 4:40am lol to that last comment - there's notyhing wrong with being emo, but how come when I put no one reads my journal, no one comments. Unpopularity turns its ugly face towards me once again.. |