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ddeastroyer (profile) wrote,
on 6-10-2005 at 11:38am
Current mood: disappointed
Music: Nothing Else Matters -- Metallica
Subject: It is finally over... It's finally over...
Wow... It has been such a long time since I have seriously listened to this song and really let my emotions and feelings and... Well... Let myself go with it... Hrm... It is an incredible song... Read the lyrics and try and soak it in... Just let it sink in and feel it... Ya know?..

Nothing else matters

So close no matter how far
Couldnít be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I donít just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldnít be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I donít just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldnít be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No nothing else matters


Wow... Just wow...

Okay so I haven't updated for a long, long time... How is everyone?... I hope I haven't left too many people hanging and missing me too much... I know I am irresistible, but come on... So anyways...

Well I have made it through my first year of high school... Goodbye being a freshman... Now it is time for me to mature and be a snobby sophmore... Which reminds me of a conversation I had with my mom last night as we were driving home...

We were talking about how I am now a sophmore and how I came out and said that [even though I was a sophmore] that sophmores are my least favorite class in high school because they are no longer freshman's and now they call incoming freshman's "stupid little freshmans" because now they aren't that anymore... And my mom was like.. Ya now your going to be a snobby sophmore and not a fruity freshman... And I was like... Well I didnt mean it to be "SS", but if it was going to be that for Freshman's too... I wouldnt say 'fruity'... I would call it something else... And we both just started cracking up... I think she got what I meant... For those of you that dont get it... Stop being so innocent... And if you aren't innocent than stop being ignorent...

Okay so yesterday was the last day of school as I mentioned already... I think... And I am so happy... Term 4 was so hard for me... I had no lunch and quite a bit of classes... By the end of the day I was just so exhausted... But now I think I pulled it off and kept my straight A's... I even pulled off being number one it 2 classes... And well.. Tied for 1st in with everyone else in the class (band) because everyone just gets an A... And I think I was about number 5 in French and 3 in World Geography... Not bad in my opinion... I finished strong.. All my finals were pretty easy... I was lucky... I as worried about them being really hard, but woo... Good thing...

So for those of you that didn't know... Yesterday was my birthday... I had a good time... Kinda... Despite it being the last day of school and my English teacher announcing it in the middle of class... I was so afraid that I was gunna get the everlovin' shit outa me, but I got lucky and nobody hit me... Well Nam gave me like 3 soft punches, but I still hit him back... It was cool... I didnt hit him hard... At least I didnt think I hit him that hard... And even if I did.. The All American Quarterback that doesnt go to practices and just the games should be able to take it hahahaha... Inside joke with runners in our little running colt haha...

So for my birthday I went up to Hughes Stadium and watched some events for Track And Field college level... It was like the outdoor track and field events and there were teams from everywhere... It was cool... There was a guy who ran the 200m in 19 seconds... Thats really freaking fast.. Holy crap... And then a 4x4 team that did it in 3:01... Thats incredible... So anyways.. It was really cool... We stayed for the 10,000m run (Adam N's race when he's in college) and it was cool because its like 25 laps and at the very beginning, I picked out this guy to win who was drafting in 4th place and I said to my mom and Krystal, "That guy in fourth place is going to win." and then he did!... It was so cool... I felt superior... Hahaha... But I have the right to feel that way because... Well... I am perfect in every way lol... I am doomed... Thanks Chip

Wow... That was such a long entry... I dont think I missed anything... School, birthday, nothing else matters, and... Hm... Thats it I guess.. I will try and update more often now... Now its time for summer break and all the summer work...

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xSwtLilAngel666x

06-10-05 4:25pm

Hahaha, I love you Mr. Ego

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oceanchild

06-11-05 1:19am

Happy belated birthday! Glad to hear from you again at long last. Yay for summer break, huh?

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