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| whispers (profile) wrote, on 6-13-2005 at 12:55am | |
| Music: kelly clarkson - since u been gone Subject: [ talked to jill ] |
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| so, i talked to jill. she wanted to talk to me, which was something. she called when i was at work. but anyway, get to the point. she apologized for not going to my open house, but it's done. i've moved on. it's kind of like.. a guy breaking your heart, only she was my friend for 11 years, and something snapped.. to where she was leaving me behind, and changing her ways for.. whatever reason. i'm happy she's changing, but i'm not happy she's changing into someone i don't like, and can't stand. i appreciate that she apologized, i really do, but she screwed up with me, and i can't be her friend anymore. i really can't. i love her, and her family. i dont love the people she surrounds herself with, and the situations she puts herself in, and the second face she throws on when she's with other people. that's the jill i don't like, and never have. she's always done it, but i've looked past it. now, that's jill. she's not the same person she was. she really isn't. and i can't be her friend. i just.. can't. i've accepted that we're completely different people, and we always will be. she finds excitment in her boyfriend, and i don't. i think her boyfriend is a complete dick. but, who am i to tell jill what i think of her boyfriend? sure, i'm sure jill did a lot of stuff with him. she did with josh, she will with kevin. if not, more. so i'll let her live her life, do her thing, and just.. do what she wants. and i'll continue to do mine.. without her. - Jejuan |
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cherylee | 06-13-05 8:28pm i want ice cream |
whispers | Re:, 06-15-05 11:20pm come to my work then, damnit |