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| shiznit05 (profile) wrote, on 6-19-2005 at 12:15am | |
| Current mood: idk...contemplative, i guess Music: modest mouse |
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| idk, ive been thinking a lot lately, and ive been getting absolutely nowhere summer has been great so far...ive done nothing but work, sleep, and hang out with friends and various parties, and plyiang lots and lots of volleyball, im actually decent at it too :) its been great being able to hang out with friends though...im really going to hate to have to see them all leave soon my parents left us this weekend, camping or sometihng, then i think next weekend is when we leave for New York, im not really sure though...should be fun, i love being in new york with everyone, makes my day ugh, so this thinking thing ive been doing lately...i havent really gotten anywhere with it, i mean, i know what i want, and its right there, i can see it, and i can almost touch it, but, idk, its not feasible, and i think im getting my hopes up, and i think tonight was a prime example of it it scares me though...im not ready to watch him walk away from me, it sounds forky, but its true, he has gotten me through a lot, and for me to not just be able to call him up sucks a lot idk, i hate these drives home i have, all i do is stare and think, and i still get nowhere, and i zone out, and all the sudden im crossing the RR tracks by my house, it scares me that i can do that hmm, this update sucks |
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