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| Shoe23 (profile) wrote, on 6-22-2005 at 8:00pm | |
. I cling to memories while falling . . sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day . . waking the misery of being with .. . surrender, I give in . . another moment is another eternity .. . you know me, you know me all too well . . my only desire - to bridge our division . .. . in sorrow I speak your name . . and my voice mirrors my torment . .. . am I breathing? . . my strength fails me . . a bitter memory . .. . what's my release? . . what sets me free? . . do you pull me up just to push me down... again? . What a day. So, I've come to the conclusion that I'm really not so cut out to live by myself. I must require more human reaction than I thought. It's insane, this is insane. I'm not really a hobby person either, I've never really had a hobby. Never needed one. This "alone time" was kinda good for me.. it just made me realize that I'm incredibly lonely. It's also made me think about my random sex acts. It's not good... not good at all. I've no reason to do it either, I don't even like sex. <-- Just in case you didn't already know. I've no explenation, especially not a logical one. . 'cause I'm trying to be somebody . . I'm not trying to be somebody else . |
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| Anonymous | 06-22-05 9:06pm Having sex with random guys again, eh?
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Shoe23 | Re:, 06-22-05 9:16pm No, not again... still. |
Anonymous | Re: Re:, 06-22-05 9:33pm Oh.
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Shoe23 | Re: Re: Re:, 06-22-05 9:45pm Right! |
| Anonymous | 06-23-05 8:33pm I like that last part!
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Shoe23 | Re:, 06-23-05 11:18pm It's not that I would mind to get to know and hang out with new people it's just that I'm not a person who talks first... I'm too afraid of rejection or something I guess. I don't want to invade anyones life.
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Anonymous | Re: Re:, 06-24-05 7:53am Both |
Shoe23 | Re: Re: Re:, 06-24-05 4:28pm Cool. |