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jennabear (profile) wrote,
on 7-10-2005 at 12:08am
Current mood: contemplative
Music: Ani
Subject: Not that anyone reads this anymore
And I am NOT about to put a link anywhere for anyone TO read it...

but...Chris screwed me over in more ways than I could ever write about...and I feel soooooooo stupid for ever wasting my time with him.

But now I know what a real relationship feels like, what it means to be in love, and most importantly, what it feels like to have the person you love love you back and show you how much he cares on a regular basis.

Chris broke up with me (pretty ironic actually) in March, and days later, I was hanging out with Ben, hoping something would come out of it. Umm...by the middle of April we were spending every second together and it's just amazing...

He's sooooo good to me. I'm not deserving of it all, but I'm so greatful for everything he does and everything he puts up with. This relationship is so much better based on one fact alone: we're open with each other. We talk about things I never would have been able to discuss with other people, we support each other, etc.

Who knows what's going to happen when I graduate in May, if we're even still together, but I know it'll all work out smoothly and how it's supposed to.

The end.
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omegabladebird

Greetings, 07-17-05 2:53pm

I know what it's like to wate time on someone, definetly, WE make stupid choices over some stupid people. Days later? Hmph, I've been in limbo for like 2 weeks, having fun though, maybe a little to much.

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