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silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 7-13-2005 at 12:25am | |
i waited all night for you to call but it seems that you dont care at all the street lights they blind your eyes you gotta get away from this place so you took your car and you drove to the city stayed a while before you find that the lights drown out the stars and you gotta get out gotta get away again so you get up and leave you get up and drive away to a town so small and the rural hills and empty skies they pass the time so quickly by did you never notice? did you never care? that i missed you when you werent there you gotta get out gotta make it on your own you aint got no home no place to be except for here with me driving aimlessly can drive you insane you have nobody but your own self to blame but again you find yourself driving alone and its not the speed its not the time its not any place you could drive to cuz youll never be happy youll never be satisfied... so you take your car and your driving away again if you want to get away so bad then why do your lights find you here again? if you want to leave this town then go nobody gonnas hold you back, no your roads always winding and your hearts always finding you back here with me back heres where you need to be so take your car and take all teh time you need just promise me youll come back to me -- youve opened up my mind youve opened up my eyes and now i see the truth which used to hide behind the lies i see what i thought we were and i see where we are today and im amazed that we stuck through it all through each and every change im glad we didnt let it go whatever it was we had i needed to feel you in me more than you knew i wanted you bad as time rolled on your visions changed and you see me as something more does it ever feel strange? when you touch me i feel beautiful i feel like im the only one and i dont care if im blinded by this like im staring at the sun ill remain numb while you eat me away and ill be conent youll never hear me say that i want you gone or i want it to end because on your kisses i do depend so i wonder what lies ahead as im thinking of the past was it just a teasing game or is it built to last whats to happen when you go will you leave without a trace will you call me will you write will u even remember my name i want to be with you wherever you are no matter how close no matter how far so take me with you when you leave ill be like the buttons on you sleeve ill hold you together when you want to fall appart when your feeling empty ill be the beating in your heart and you can have me whenever you like ill take the beating when lightning strikes ill be your service ill be your slave just promise me a place in your heart to stay crimson tears from a stoic heart are the sweetest form of love and when the storms come which they will ill stick with you though it may be tough just ask me and im telling you ill do whatever i can just take me with you take my heart and hold tightly to my hand -- lonliness is like a disease healed by only love and compassion. its like nothing is good enough when your alone, like nothing could go right. and then you taste the kiss of a lover. you take a hit of this drug, this drug which numbs your pain. your suddenly euphoric and need to taste this drug again and again. at the beggining is exciting its new its something youve never felt before. and then you take it so much you become dependant on the feeling. you need that constant high, you need that comfort and reassurance. so you feind for it, and you obsess. days go by and you havent had your dose you havent tasted your kiss, you begin to go crazy. withdrawls of emotions are the hardest to bear. then finally you hold what youve wanted in your hands and you cherish it. little by little you use up your drug and your bottle is empty. you now feind for a new taste something stronger something more substantial and all thats there is your terminable high and it begins to wear off. your body pains once again.. and nothing is solved.. nothing can help you.. except for a new drug. a new kiss. and the cycle begins again.. |
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