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| whispers (profile) wrote, on 7-15-2005 at 1:14am | |
| Subject: from good to bad |
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| seriously.. my week has gone from being fucking fabulous to being a shipwreck. it's such a sad.. thought. anyway. so let's see.. i wanted to go out so bad with someone tonight. i called seriously everybody i could think of. except.. like.. two people. but anyway. within those phone calls i've realized that rumors is more important than me, my friend katie is.. in the hospital, and i have no friends. so.. then i figured when all else fails, my mom will be there for me. so i call her and be like "mom, will you come out to dinner with me? i'll pay." she goes "no, i'm gonna be helping lee move furniture." k great, and the award for the worst mother of all time goes to karen squires cause she's a cunt bag whore. so.. yeah. my mom would much rather spend time with lee than me, which is.. fine. but after i went out to eat by myself, i went to my aunts house. i sat and talked to her for.. 3 hours. it was nice. i love my aunt kris. she's so much like me. and i told her that mom picked lee over me to be with tonight and she just kinda rolled her eyes and said my mom is going through something and it's retarded, but if i ever want to go do something with someone, i could call her and she'll go with me. so that's.. nice. but it's just.. my mom, who i've known for 18 years, ditched me for someone shes known for.. 5 months. if that. it's just.. sad. and it makes me sad. but anyway. i have to work tomorrow. which is really fucking stupid. i wasn't supposed to, but because conda got sick, and i cant say no to people, i'm going in to work. since i got hired there i've had to work every weekend. i'm getting so tired of it. and i hate hate HATE how everybody there gossips. it's annoying, and i seriously just.. wont say anything to anybody anymore. kendal and tori are the only ones that i havent heard someone say "kendal said this" or "tori said that." and everytime someone says i said something, they make it seem more dramatic than what it was. seriously.. everybody there gossips too much. and i know a lot of them read this, and i just don't care anymore. i'm not saying i hate anybody there. i love them all, i just hate how you can't say anything without someone sayin it to somebody else. anyway, i got a feeling i'm gonna be in a real bad mood at work.. today. like a real bad mood. i'm kinda hoping we're not busy at all.. and i can just go home. but it won't happen. cause it's hot, and friday, and god hates me. i'm gonna go talk to j and then i'm going to bed. so.. yeah, goodnight. |
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Gideon | 07-15-05 11:16am *hug* |
blondiegirl05 | 07-15-05 12:25pm Sorry to hear this.. my week started out fabulous and then went bad also.
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kellilynn21 | Im Sorry, 07-18-05 1:31am I Wish I Could Say Something To Make You Feel Better.... But All I Got Is Im Sorry And I Hope Things Get Better:)
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