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whispers (profile) wrote, on 7-18-2005 at 4:11pm | |
Music: crossfade - cold Subject: hm.. i might do that |
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so i was thinkin about going over to talk to jill's mom. i miss her. she's such a sweetheart, and because i don't talk to jill anymore, i don't see her mom. i should jus.. go over there one day and talk to her. but she's usually real busy. i might do it though. when i'm not working. which.. today is my only day off all week, but it's not like she lives far away. but.. i might go talk to her. i'll probably start crying again, but oh well. heh.. i remember last time i went over there to give jill her card, i was talkin to sandy, and i started cryin cause she made me tell her something. and it was.. bad. i almost said everything, but i only told her one thing. but.. whatever. i'm not getting into it. i just had this urge to talk to her. i still do. so i might go over and talk to her a little bit today. depends. when i told her that.. thing.. she told me jill wouldn't let somethin happen between us but obviously she did so.. i'll just go over there sometime and tell sandy i tried, but jill's not doing her part so i'm done trying. only way i'm gonna talk to jill about anything anymore is if.. i'm dead, and i go into her dreams and tell her. other than that.. she ruined it. it's alright though. she'll do anything for a guy and that's fine. she can do what she wants. anyway, i'm done. i'll go talk to jill's mom later about things and then.. probably not write in here what happened cause.. people dont need to know. |
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Whispers-to-a-scream | 07-20-05 1:19pm Hmm.
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whispers | Re:, 07-23-05 3:21am yeah, and she called me on my birthday sayin that i should still go over and talk to her even though i dont get along with jill anymore. |