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breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote,
on 8-7-2005 at 7:58pm
Current mood: discontent
Music: Eric Clapton - You look wonderful Tonight
Subject: ...
ATTENTION : If your not interested in reading a pissy entry then just look over it.

I'm having one of those days where i just....I'm not happy. I'm not happy with myself. Like when you look in the mirror and say "im not satisfied". I dont understand why anyone else is satisfied with me either. I wish that i looked like some of my friends. Sometimes its like..when im around them i feel....lower. Like For instance : I wish i had amys long, gorgeous hair, and her 100 watt smile that could make the most pissed off person light up, and jordans big brown eyes and I wish my body looked half as good as hers. Even things about my mom. My moms great self.... and her personality. My mom is great. I think im just looking into it too much... But still, its upsetting. Tomorrow will be better and i wont think like this..its very rare but i hate it when it happens.

But then again, i can only blame myself. Because im still trying to adjust to being a new person. Theres alot that im not showing alot of people and I think that would make me a better person. But i still have to figure all that out. I'm slowly finding me. I'm slowly beginning to see who i want to be. Alittle bit of each of my friends.

And sometimes.. I just wish he would rub off on me. It used to be when we were friends i was learning something new from him everyday. Different qualities... Everything he does is an inspiration to do great. Granted he's not perfect and has issues to deal with...And he handles them so... maturely. I wish I could be like him. It seems like it would be so much easier to deal with if i were alittle more like him.

I suppose I'm done.
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Anonymous

08-07-05 8:46pm

nobody wants to hear about ur dumbass and ur dumbass problems nobody cares that your a fat ugly stupid bitch who can only get dan krieter hes a little bitch to so u should be happy together why would u want to be like him hes a fagget and his car is even more gay than u n him being together u need to see that hes a fag n u can do so much better if u were better looking ya know like ur freinds
ur an immature little bitch who needs to die

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Brenton

Re:, 08-07-05 8:55pm

hey i think you are a piece of shit that needs a good ass kicking Josh maybe, this seems like a real bitch thing to you. No one wants to hear you talk shit, so piss off "you pussy with a yeast infection" pease

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Dan

Re:, 08-07-05 9:46pm

You have picked the wrong person to mess with. 616-291-9435. Call me if you think you stand a chance. You will get FUCKED up. No joke. Oh, and learn some grammer and punctuation you stupid shit, if you know what those big words mean.

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JordanMackenzie7

Re:, 08-07-05 10:31pm

I don't know WHO the hell you are... Josh, I take it? Hopefully you're not a friend because I'm about to lay it out on you. Here are a few things you got completely wrong:

1) Dan is not gay.
2) Nor is his car.
3) Brianna is NOT a dumbass.
4) She is NOT fat.
5) She is GORGEOUS, inside AND out.
6) Bitch? Rarely.

Also, if Brianna died... so many people would be devastated. Obviously you don't understand the power of your stupid, untrue, and immature words.

And you have the audacity to call her immature? Fuck that. You don't even have the balls to say who the hell you are! That is DEFINITELY mature. Stupid Fuckhead. Not to mention the fact that she can at least form fucking sentences and spell the word "friends." You are so stupid... it really makes me sick. God, I hope you're not from Cedar, because you are the kind of person that makes me want to change my zip code. No reason to be an ignorant hick, just grow up, and shut up, because you obviously have no idea who you're verbally slaughtering. If you did, I think you'd be singing a different tune.

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jennapie

Re:, 08-08-05 10:38pm

ummm, that was really really mean, I think Brianna needs an apology, nobody should ever have to be talked to like that. That was low, and I'm sad for you, because nobody should have to be that malicious to make themselves feel better. Grow up and leave the rest of the world out of it until you do....please.

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JordanMackenzie7

Re: Re:, 08-09-05 11:22am

Mad props to Jennapie!!!

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