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whispers (profile) wrote,
on 8-16-2005 at 12:59am
Subject: pity entry
don't you just love it, when you plan something for so long, and then it just never happens. i do, i do.. not. but you'd think after it happening to me so often, i'd get used to it. too bad it never works out that way.

i'm not going to see dane cook anymore. i can't. i want to, i really really really do. i've never wanted anything anymore in my life, well.. yes i have, but anyway.. this runs close second, and i'm not going anymore. there's no way i'm going to detriot alone. i'll feel like shit going down there, i'll feel like shit sitting alone watching dane cook, and i'll feel like shit coming back. so i just.. won't go.

jill backed out on me, liz and cheryl dont have the money, anne backed out. it's fine though. you'd think i'd have more friends, but i really dont. i'm a picky person, and i just.. dont have a lot of friends. wendy doesnt have the money, allison.. hasnt gotten back to me, and she wont. nobody else has the money. so the.. 3 people that said "yeah i'll go" won't. i don't want anyone to feel bad, cause i'm not saying this for that purpse. i'm saying this because.. i just need to let it out before i go do.. something.

i want anne to have a great time in chicago, i want liz and cheryl to have fun doin.. whatever they'll do, i want jill to have fun.. not bein around me which im sure she is cause we never hang out anymore, and i hope wendy and allison.. ditch me and go with eachother without talking to me. cause it'll happen. it always does to me.

god.. i'm.. upset now. whatever. my pity entry is over. i'm done.

anne, if you cancel on ross, i'll be mad at you. i know you want to go to chicago, so go.
okay good. glad that's off my chest. :)
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Midget18

08-16-05 1:19am

Seriously, Jejuan, I feel horrible. I'll cancel Chicago. I'll talk to Ross tomorrow and just tell him I can't go. I want you to be happy. I really do.

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whispers

Re:, 08-16-05 1:23am

i will be happy anne, i promise. go to chicago with ross. 5 days of fun is better than 1 night of going to see somethin cause you feel bad that i can't go. he'll come back to michigan someday. don't worry about it.

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allisonwonderland

08-16-05 12:04pm

oookkkaaayy

wait. i didn't even know i was invited...seriously. when is it?
maybe i can go. i'm really sorry...i didn't know.

i hope you still LOVE me with ALL of your heart.

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whispers

Re:, 08-16-05 12:07pm

not you allison, a different allison lol.
but if you wanna go.. it'll cost 50 bucks.

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