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| upchuck (profile) wrote, on 9-12-2005 at 8:49pm | |
| So I'm looking to achieve some clarity in life. But I'm going to study and think tonight and forget about everything tomorrow and enjoy myself. Tomorrow I've got class all day tomorrow and I think I'm going to stick around campus for Young Life. Time to capitalize on all that uncomfortableness (is that even a word) you feel when you meet a bunch of people for the first time. So I guess I'm just going to have to pray for some clarity. So much stuf going on that I need to "think" about. That seems to have been the theme of the last week. You know, I'm really beginning to wonder if what happened that night was just a one time thing, or if she really meant that things that she said. I shouldn't have gotten up and left when I woke up at six, but I had to, I guess. Like I was thinking real clearly that whole night. That way I would know how to get in touch with her. I've got some thinking to do about the band too. We're going to be on TV this weekend. No Cover TV, on public access. And on top of all that. Bill and Nita were both at work today and they really want me to go back to being a manager. They even said that I can work as little as ten hours a week. It all sounds good, but I'm really afraid that it's going to stop me from what I really want. Not that I know what I really want. I'm just worried that there's going to be a lot of bitching, from one person in particular. Because I'll be able to choose my schedule. Plus, the reason I quit in the first place was that I didn't feel like I was pulling my weight. Which, they all assure me that I was, and I'm convinced that I was, I guess I knew at the time I was, but I was really weighted down with the perception of who I should be at this age. I don't know. I'll just hope I get some clarity and all this will work out. |
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liz | 09-12-05 11:56pm do you still work at wendys?
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upchuck | Re:, 09-14-05 9:47pm I went back, I'm such a loser. |
brianna | 09-13-05 8:46am I still don't know what happened that night.. |
| jessa_lynne | Re:, 09-13-05 11:54am me and charlie totally hooked up. just kidding. |