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Brad (profile) wrote,
on 9-15-2005 at 8:27am
Music: Lynard Skynard - Swamp Music
For some reason, I can't learn from my mistakes. I keep doing the same stupid shit over and over. Anyway, things have been interesting lately..not exactly in a good way but i'm hoping that it all gets better. We've been having our ups and downs..and the downs..are pretty bad. But no matter what, i'll still love her more than anything in the world. When we are having a good time or day together, she's the best girlfriend any guy could have. I have hope that things will start to look up soon.

I'm looking for a new job now. I started looking into art careers, such as forensic artists. That would be sweet. I just want a job that pays well and will keep me happy, and I know that I can find one. I just need to look closer this time.

My hands are freezing, barely numb. I want to go back to bed, but I have to call my temp service guy around 9am.

One thing about me that has been changing lately that most of you dont know, is that I have been reading the bible and going to church regularly for the past 3 or 4 months. It's good for me. I need to be more open minded and have a better understanding of it all. I'm not all churchy now, I just need something to believe in instead of being stupid about it all.

Anyway, let's hope for a good day, week, maybe month!

I love you, Stacy.

Brad
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rayray

09-15-05 10:26am

That is one thing I never expected from you in a million years. To go to church. After how much you pretty much protested the thought of even stepping foot into one.

One day you will learn from your mistakes. I hope things get better for you. And if you love Stacy, don't ever let her go.

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jennapie

09-15-05 2:49pm

I don't know you that well, well I actually pretty much only know of you, but I think that going to church is a step in the right direction, something that the majority of the world doesn't do. Even if you're goingto church to not be dumb about the subject of God and it all, it's good that you're taking the time to learn, that's unlike a lot of people, I mean, it never hurts to "know." Keep up all the good things you're doing for yourself!

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anachronism

09-15-05 5:22pm

I love you puppie.

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brokenmentality

09-15-05 10:16pm

i love love love you two together... and it will get better. all relationships have ups and downs... just remember when you fight how good it is when you dont. i know me and keegan can go at it pretty bad some times... but he makes me happier than i've ever been and i wouldnt give that up for anything. and SEEMS how you two are so much like us, and vice versa..... things will be fiiiiinneee

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this-acoustic-love

09-15-05 11:07pm

And it was a good day indeed.
You better be sleeping by now, up bright and early :D
<3 good luck on your first day

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Tails

09-20-05 4:52am

can i ask why you need something to beilive in? are you going to god cause its easier to give up and beilive whateveryone else does? im just asking. because i wonder why anyone would go to god voluntarly ....

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anachronism

Re:, 09-20-05 6:43am

He isn't a Christian. He's doing the same thing I am.. reading it to learn more and try to understand it. He could become a Christian in the end or just more educated about the Bible.



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paperheart

09-30-05 2:05pm

*Adds as a friend.*
I like your journal.

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anachronism

Re:, 10-03-05 6:34am

Go away.

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