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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 (profile) wrote,
on 10-22-2005 at 6:39pm
Current mood: Apathetic
Music: Watching -- Evanescence
Subject: It matters more to me.
You know what?

I was walking today.
I don't even know why.
I was just.. walking. And I noticed how much of our underminded necessities kill our earth, not to mention how much garbage was strewn carelessly under the abused, bent palms.
We are dead.
We create our own death.
I was walking still and came upon a smashed toad covered in flies.
I wanted to touch it.. but I didn't.
I walked further and found a stick and went back to the roadkill.
I only poked it once.
The buzzing of the flies did something. In my head. And I ran.
I ran home.
I don't get it at all.

Why I was outside in the first place is probably the biggest mystery.

People are like phantoms.
They only leave the house to go other places.
Not to be outside.
But to just.. leave.
You never see them.
You never hear them.
A room full of them and it's just one sound.

So after I ran home I noticed I hadn't eaten since the night before at like.. 9, and all of this was taking place at 5-ish.. It was a bit of a gap.
If I could have held out, I woud have gone 12 hours without eating.. xD
That'd be crazy.
And here I am, sitting on my fat ass, staring into the infantessimal pixels and codes of my computer.

Maybe I'll tell you about last night.

Heh..

Mi-chan wrote a play last year and sent it into a contest. It got selected to be preformed. It was a stage reading, but still, it was really good. I really like it.
Afterwards we went out to dinner with her large amount of family and family friends.
It was amusing, but her sister, sister's guy friend, and Erica didn't seem too pleased.
Of course we DID wait there for an hour before any sorts of food came about. Which really sucked 'cause we were really hungry.
When I get really hungry I either get really quiet or really loud to match my insatiated need, hoping to compensate for some sort of nourishment, perhaps.
Or something.
So we ate and left and I went to Adrian's with he and Michelle.
My mom came and picked Mi-chan and I up from Adrian's around 1 1:30 am.

It was pretty good all together.
I conked out on Adrian's bed room floor and I think it might be better if I didn't know what went on in that bed.
Though I woke up with a netting of vile dog hair in the back of my throat.
Which was really disgusting.
Mi-chan's like "You've got sex hair o---o"
And I says "That was one good floor."

Emiphobia: ( em I fo bee uh ) n. The severe fear of Emily.

<3
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Anonymous

..Nomi<3, 10-23-05 9:57am

....I HAVE EMIPHOBIA!!!

..not..


..snort..

xD
<3
Floors always produce good sex.
..I think?
xD


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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0

Re: ..Nomi<3, 10-23-05 6:46pm

Yes.
Always.
All of the time.
I would know.
I sleep with a lot of them.

<3

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Anonymous

Re: Re: ..Nomi<3, 10-24-05 12:44am

Indeed.
I have too.
Hmm....Floors.
xD

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Anonymous

10-31-05 12:22am

I'll NEVA fear you!


~Jenn. the unfeared one.

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