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aushpog (profile) wrote,
on 10-25-2005 at 4:44pm
Current mood: frustrated
Music: blindside : shekina
Subject: A GOOD/BAD KINDA DAY.
my day was pretty good. basically all of the youth leaders came to fca today, which really made my day because they are my favorite people. got good grades back and all. i don't know. i'm in one of those moods again where i feel like hating everyone and being selfish and being angry and feeling indignant. personally, i want to throw the stupid cat down the stupid stairs because he's being stupid.

GEEZ i'm so frustrated. it would be nice to include details, but unfortunately i wouldn't want to "hurt anyone's feelings" now would i. as usual, whereas nobody else really cares if they screw mine. (see? i'm being bitter)

what kills me is telling people how i feel. if i say something, and i know i should, people will only further distance themselves from me. so what else is new. i'm sick of being a freak.

use me for what i'm good for.
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jessa_lynne

10-25-05 5:48pm

hey, your posting more frequently now. yay.

i know how it feels to censor yourself in your own journal. it sucks.

good luck and what not.

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aushpog

Re:, 10-25-05 9:29pm

ahh thanks so much for responding. it makes my day.

it's nice to know someone understands...

how are you doing??

-aut

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