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Jacqui-Chan (profile) wrote,
on 12-29-2005 at 10:56pm
Current mood: anxious
Subject: Wow...
I told JD that I'm sick of it. I told him that I need him to stop acting so distant and start acting like he did toward the beginning of our relationship. I said that I needed him to no longer be a source of my stress, but a relief (as he was before). And then I said it was his decision, either we work this out now or we take a break. I told him it's not something I want, but I feel it may help. I also told him this was not an excuse to hook up with other people, but something that may fix our relationship. We would be able to see if we can last without eachother. If we both want to go back, then it was meant to be. If not then we weren't. Simple. So there we go.

Ya' know why I started to think we need a break? Because he doesn't kiss me anymore, not really. Only when he leaves or when he gets to my house. All he wants anymore is... well... not kissing. He needs to stop, because I'm sick of this. So yea, that's my fun, Thursday night story.

Peace.
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breezeyluvsu

12-30-05 1:32pm

That really sounds like Dan.. To an extent. I know he wants to be with me, thats the only difference. But he's very distant and I found myself asking the same question. Is he my savior when problems come my way.. or is he the reason I'm so stressed because he is the problem!!

We have talked about breaks... Well I brought it up, and if your situation is at all like ours... JD won't stand for it. Or he shouldn't anyways. I think the break idea will bring you closer. He'll realize that he loves you and needs you in his life...

<3

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softballchic

12-30-05 5:12pm

Just know that whatever happens I'm here for you Jacqui.
-Het

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