Add Memory | Add To Friends
rina (profile) wrote,
on 1-14-2006 at 10:42pm
Current mood: hopeless
Music: a lack of color - deathcab
Subject: and when i see you, i really see you upside down
i feel like i can't use the word 'depressed.'
it has such negative connotations.

as if, when you're sad about your cat dying, for example, you're just grieving. you're sad.
though if you instead say, i'm so depressed about my cat dying, its like saying that not only did your cat die, but your whole entire family died, and you're hanging on to that one inch of life you have left because of the pills that you pop, as much as you breathe oxygen.

so, examples aside,
i'm very sad at the moment.
i'm in this rut where nothing i say,
or do,
will get me out of it.
oh, i'm hoping you'll understand me when the time comes.
Post A Comment



dreamiecloud

01-16-06 6:23pm

i have no words, so.. <3

(reply to this)


rina

Re:, 01-16-06 10:22pm

<3 :)

(reply to comment)