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dreamiecloud (profile) wrote,
on 5-4-2006 at 4:57pm
im sorry i hurt you.
cheating on you was one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
i love you so much. i hate that i hurt you like this.
i dont think there is any convincing you to come back, that breaks my heart.
i hate smiling and trying to be funny and happy when i just want to lie in bed and cry because i am such a terrible person.
i want you here with me. i dont want us to hurt anymore.
i want you to trust me, because you can. i never lied when i told you how much i loved you, or that i would stay with you through college. you are the only one i want.
right now it feels like i can't live without you. an over dramatization, yes. but, i can't breathe when i think that you wont be calling me just to say good morning or goodnight anymore.
ill forget the way you smell and the way it feels to hold your hand, the freckles you have on your back.
i miss the way it feels when you smile at me. or when i hug and kiss you.
i cant do this. i dont want to.
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