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rina (profile) wrote,
on 5-14-2006 at 10:27pm
Current mood: disappointed
Music: dawn - p&p
Subject: h-h-h-heartattack!
i don't think i will ever be content with what i do.
i was painting today,
and i was cursing my hands.
everytime i create something, i have this innate ability to make myself think its absolutely hideous.
ie: my latest painting. (this is a much larger version.)
i think its, well,
awful. on many kinds of levels.
its 9x12 and oil. and hideous.

the only thing i like doing anymore is writing, and i'm not even good at it.
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michellestar

05-14-06 10:42pm

That's an amazing painting. Don't give it up :)

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rina

Re:, 05-14-06 10:56pm

Thanks. :)
I'm trying not to; I suppose my muse is elsewhere, and is making me feel all uninspired and such.

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dreamiecloud

05-15-06 2:13pm

you are so amazing. i love that you have your own distinct style. you are lucky.

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rina

Re:, 05-16-06 9:52pm

:/
tomorrow is graduation.
are you ready?

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dreamiecloud

Re: Re:, 05-16-06 10:53pm

not in the least man.

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