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pointlessforever (profile) wrote,
on 7-1-2006 at 9:29pm
I'm reading Lucky, Alice Sebold (the author of The Lovely Bones)'s book about being raped in college.

It's sad but that might just be because I'm stupidly hormonal.

I cried when I hit a butterfly yesterday.

I had dreams about babies.

Tomorrow I begin pills again, thank goodness. I'm sick and tired of being hormonal all the time. The pill calms me down most of the time, I"m not as moody or anything. I'm not really on anything right now. Just the fake white pills and I'm moody as hell.

I got pissed at Andy for no reason today when I was in the car with Nick. It just makes me mad how he calls me and Jess morons. What makes me more angry is the fact that he says we're not really friends or anything.

This doesn't make sense. I'm sorry. I'm moody.

Anyway, this book is good. You should read it. I'm not that far in it though so... it could get bad.
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kurzhaar

07-03-06 5:08pm

La musch musch. Schade aber mach nichts.

I read the first chapter of that book one time while in a random store while waiting for mom. It seemed good enough. I want to finish it sometime.

Hormones suck. I know this because I'm experiencing them as well.

Sometimes I'm afraid that I'll never have kids, that I'll never meet that someone just for me. That's the hormones talking. And me after experiencing watching Tracey and Jeff be all cute couple-y. I usually get bitter during this time of the month when I see people being cute couple-y. Watashi wa an old bitter woman desu.

I dislike summer but can't wait to go swimming again. Yay!

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