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quenya (profile) wrote,
on 2-12-2005 at 11:11pm
Current mood: crushed
Music: Radiohead - Paranoid Android
I told * my feelings for him. I did it. Him and I have gotten so close over the years, and I got this vibe he really liked me. He always seems so happy to see me, and he puts me before everyone else it seems. Him and I talk for hours and hours on end.. and when I realized my feelings for him were flourishing, I started to hope his was too. He asked me if I ever had a crush on him, and if so, who.. I told him yes and it was a secret {stupid}, so he asked me if I liked him. I denied it at first.. but when he asked again, I thought, "What do I have to lose? Maybe he does like me?".. so I told him. He then went from some really mature, supportive guy to a really immature kid, and gave me some childish responce. I would rather trip and land on my face and have people point and laugh than the feeling I got from that.. I ended up leaving.

I haven't talked to him since. I was wrong about how he feels.
I hate this..
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