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Rachely (profile) wrote,
on 10-1-2006 at 12:48am
I know the prayers are doing great things, I can tell because things turned out better than expected, with the exception of this bad news. But I can't help being so negative about it. Why does this have to happen to my family? We're good people, and we're so close, this is devastating to us. There are people out there who are more deserving of this than us. Not that I think anyone deserves this, it's terrible, I just don't think it's fair. I know, life isn't fair, but this is going to end up killing me. This is illustrating my inevitable fate. It's going to happen again, it's going to be me. It may be a long time, but it will happen. And I hate leaving every night. It's a terrible situation to be in and it rips my heart out to leave her there alone.

This is going to kill me...
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