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| imaqinary (profile) wrote, on 10-4-2006 at 9:17pm | |
| Current mood: melancholy Music: "What A Sight"- Matchbook Romance Subject: |
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I thought I'd handle it better.. but I mean, how good could I take it? My girlfriend.. who I love with all of my heart.. moved today. The past 2 days I helped her pack with her mom and her brother.. it was ok then.. but today when she left, damn, I don't think I've ever felt a feeling of emptiness so strong before. This morning was fun though because Alyssa and I went to breakfast w/ Javie, Bryan, DJ, Danielle, and Alfonso. =] Those are some funny people! lol.. but anyway... back to what I was saying.. Alyssa left a little before noon. They dropped me off before they went on the road and when she was hugging me and saying goodbye, she was beginning to cry but I stopped her. When I walked into my house though.. the tears started to form. It's going to be so hard without her here. Especially because we're going to try to work out our relationship long distance. I know what everyone thinks when they here long distance, "Never going to work." I mean, I tried long distance with Mike.. but I didn't know what I was getting myself into then. I know better now and I know what not to do. I just really hope she can do it. She was starting to scare me about it because today she told me she was having a little doubtfulness. I want to be with her so much. I really love her. More than I think she comprehends. I hope she can withstand it. =\ I told her if she loves me as much as she claims to, then she can do it. I know that I'm not going to do anything stupid. I'm going to see her a few days before Christmas though. I've already talked to my dad and he said he'd send me up there and I'd stay for a few days. =] I'm so excited! It's going to be soo cold though! As a native Floridian, 30 degrees is like, freezing, hypothermia, weather. lol It might be as little as 10 degrees or lower there at that time! I might die... but atleast I'll see Alyssa! hehe Well, had to get that off of my chest... I was crying too much. [i l o v e a l y s s a] |
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chorusnerd620 | :D, 10-06-06 3:07pm well, make it baby....I promise. i love you SOOOO much, more than YOU can comprehend. ill do w/e it takes to be with you. ill show you. Always and forever im gonna love you. i promise. well make it. well show everyone how much we really do love each other. ttyl! bye my love. |