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brucerey43 (profile) wrote,
on 9-16-2007 at 7:07pm
Music: Green Day- Working Class Hero
Subject: I'm so tired of life
I doubt anyone i know even reads this. I figure its the one "safe" place to actually talk about things without anyone really reading. Honestly at this point it doesn't matter much. This sucks, it seems like everytime i find someone i remotely like they run away when they find out i like them. Either that or i end up with people who are too far away and want things which are realistic and they cant even tell me what they want because they have no clue. I hate having feelings for people, especially when im stuck in the friend zone. I really shouldnt have even said anything, i feel like i keep ruining any friendship at all i have with her by being like this. I know she doesn't want to be with me, there i finally at least am admitting it to myself. I really just want to crawl in a hole somewhere, im soo tired of fighting all these battles. I'm beginning to really question whether its even worth me living, i really am. I never fit very well anywhere, and everywhere i do i try to hard to be something im not, i get away from what makes me who i am. I just dont want to do this anymore. I really need help or something, life cant really always be full of pain can it?
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