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|brucerey43 (profile) wrote, |
on 9-24-2007 at 8:03pm
|Current mood: sick
Subject: An update on things
|So I've come to a few conclusions lately. For once though they seem to be good.
I've really been spending a lot of time at my uncles lately, it makes me feel as though i have some resemblence of a normal and loving family. I'm thinking its good for now, i really need something there to keep me normal. When i go out there im happy, it keeps me going through all the shit in life. Playing video games and watching South Carolina football is what makes the rest of the week bearable for me.
My work is finally reopening, not sure whether to be scared or happy. Its been closed for a month in the transition period to a steakhouse, it sucks that its a different atmosphere now but it will all work out in the end. I'm hoping that i can do whatever they have me doing and still make enough to support myself and not have to work more than 40 hours a week. I need to save money so i will take what i can get for now. I have some money though, so im not too concered as long as i keep a job somewhere thats stable enough to get me through until i graduate and can do something "better".
As far as friendships and relationships go It's rather blah. I'm definetly meeting new people and beginning friendships now that im in my upper division classes for political science. Thats always a good thing.
Relationship wise though, im just very irritated. I think by being honest with one of my better friends about how i felt i scared her somehow. I haven't talked to her since (like 2 weeks ago) and i try to call her and she doesnt call back or anything. It just gives me the impression that im not cared about very much whether thats the intention or not. I really have realized though that saying anything at all about my feelings for her was probably not very smart of me.
Other things going on lately
1) been sick for four days now
2) classes dont seem too bad this semester
3) wanting a gf sometime before the next ice age
4) SC lost to LSU this past weekend
5) beginning to look at grad schools.......... ehh sooooo expensive.
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