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tare (profile) wrote,
on 9-30-2007 at 10:47pm
Music: silence
I could spend all day trying to figure out why things are taking the course they are, but why? At the end of the day it isn't up to me. Things are the way they are because that's how they're supposed to be. Life isn't going to be easy every step of the way... I need to realize that.

I am going to face hard times and extremely difficult obstacles. There are going to be times when I feel as if nothing is going right and my heart is going to hurt. I need to embrace life for what it is, and what I have... instead of cursing it because it isn't what I want. I'm 19 years old, how do I even know what I want?

I don't, that's the thing. I don't know where I want my life to be tomorrow, or next week, or next year. I just don't know. What I do know is that I love him and I want him in my life. I need to realize that just because I want it, doesn't mean it's what is best for me and God will let me know if he is or not. Sooner or later God will let me know where I'm going and what I'm doing. I need to have faith in that, I need to let him show me the way instead of thinking I can do it by myself, because I can't.
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Hey, 10-01-07 10:08pm

Hey girl, my only advice is to go with your heart. Don't think about it, and just do what feels right. If you make a mistake oh well, mistakes happen. Just know that I am here for you.


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Re: Hey, 10-02-07 9:54am

thanks Kade :) How are you?

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Re: Re: Hey, 10-02-07 2:19pm

I'm good, I have a boy friend now, as of today, and he is great. I work full time third shift and I go to school part time on Friday and Saturday.

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