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brandnew26 (profile) wrote, on 1-28-2008 at 11:49pm | |
Music: Relient K - Getting Into You |
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Its kind of like when the Soviet Union collasped, people weren't really willing to talk about wounds that were still fresh, and when they were ready to talk and needed to, no one wanted to listen. Its kind of that way with me, people want to know, but not really care, just know. I've been through enough, its tiring, and it wears me down. I'm getting tired. I never thought at the age of 20 you could be so tired. You put your body through enough and it catches up to you. Your mind goes through enough and you can't forget. I stopped drinking and started thinking. So I've taken away what crutches I had in life under my control and I'm standing on what is left of my legs. I'm going to stumble, I'm going to fall, I'm going to make the biggest, most god-awful fucking mess of things, but I'm going to walk again. When I made up my mind And my heart along with that To live not for myself But yet for God, somebody said "Do you know what you are getting yourself into?" When I finally ironed out All of my priorities And asked God to remove the doubt That makes me so unsure of these Things I ask myself, I ask myself "Do you know what you are getting yourself into?" |
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