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blackecho101 (profile) wrote, on 6-29-2008 at 3:50am | |
Music: Incubus Subject: Pardon me while i burst |
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dude, ive cryed all night... this is not going to be easy. in fact, this is going to be very fucking hard. i was shit faced by 7-8 making a fool out of myself at rays house passed out drunk in my bed and woke up just to stay up the rest of the night crying... why? because a girl i didnt even want to spend time with the past few weeks now has 'single' on her myspace... or because i have to pretend im okay when im around her when acually thats the furthest from okay ive ever been. my biggest fear is being alone, and now im alone... and besides that, im a wierd kind of attention whore... ive decided this... i strive to be wanted, strive to be needed... now im just here... all the alcohol cant help that... but it numbs the pain for a little while... or at least i think it does idk... its just a phase I am bottled fizzy water And you were shaking me up You are a fingernail running Down the chalkboard I thought I left in third grade Now my only consolation Is that this could not last forever Even though you're singing and thinking how well you've got it made Who are you? And will you be through Yeah, it's just a phase It will be over soon Yeah, it's just a phase Yeah, it's just a...phase Call it women's intuition But I think I'm on to something here Temporaryism has been the black plague And the Jesus of our age I know that I sound opinionated Maybe biased and quite possibly jaded But sooner than later they'll be throwing quarters at you on the stage Who are you? And will you be through Yeah, it's just a phase It will be over soon Yeah, it's just a phase Yeah, it's just a...phase And I am waiting for it to be over too |
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