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	acidtears (profile) wrote, on 11-12-2008 at 11:14pm
Current mood: amused
I HAVE MOVED! I am now located at my new journal so my bff Samm d'Massacre can blog it up, Cedar style. Give her a warm welcome, everyone! Yeah, I'm done. Over and out, my dear. So drive *yourself* insane tonight. It's not that far away, and I just filled up your tank earlier today. [edit :: 3:46am] Yeah I'm back, and I'm stronger than ever. I love who I love. I spend my time doing things I enjoy. I 'waste my gas' driving around the places I like. I laugh at things I find funny, offensive to you or not. I hurt your feelings because I'm honest and I don't believe in sugarcoating anything. Yes, sometimes I antagonize and push. I have my moods. So do you. But! UNLIKE YOU, I'm carrying out my life in the aftermath of the decisions I made, not anyone else. My morals were chiseled in me from tried-and-learned experiences in my actual life, not handed down to me from my grandparents' bible. Fuck you for almost making me believe I was less of a person for it. Does it really matter what kind of vodka I drink - or that I drink at all? No. And yeah, I smoke, so fucking what? At least I can sleep in the bed I've made for myself, wake up every morning and be content with the life that greets me. My parents don't love me based on what I choose to show them and what I keep hidden away under my bed so's not to 'disappoint.' No, my dad knows about my (gasp!) premarital sex and pregnancies. My mom can come sit on the porch with me and talk about our days over a cigarette. My grandparents have seen every tattoo on my body, and my little sisters aren't surprised at anything I say. I don't keep secrets and my honest thoughts are the first in my mouth and through my barely-parted lips. My family and (true) friends love me not because I'm perfect, but because I'm real. At first I was going to abstain from all social websites, but decided to keep my woohu and facebook. However, MySpace, Trig, ModelMayhem, etc - are all dead and ground into the dust. So the bitches with the drama can get a new hobby, because I'm perfectly content to manage my life without he-said-she-said. Thanks. * ps, I apologize if this lacks my usual prowess with words and prose. I'm better but STILL (a bit) bitter and so am ranting with my fingertips. Who the hell am I kidding? You guys understand ;]
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