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| C-Ramon-Otero (profile) wrote, on 12-5-2008 at 4:24am | |
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| Fuck. I had a huge update... And then it disappeared... Fuck.... I'll start over. Kinda... I'm writing songs. And the snow is beautiful. I am at Denny's. And I feel at ease. Though I can't stop thinking... Ugh. But at least I have my friends all around. But you know, sometimes friends just don't cut it. It's been far to long since I have seen Kevin. That's my younger brother, whom I love more then anyone. He turns 16 December 10. What the fuck... When did he grow up? When did I turn 20? It just happened. I was 18, in high school. I had friends. I had a sweet girlfriend. And then, BAM, I'm fucking 20 years old. I mean, I still feel like I'm 18. But, I don't think the same way I do. I'm so much more chill. I still am insane. I'm still retarded and a fucking weirdo. But I'm so.. Mature. I feel it. Like, in my thought process. I can look back at the last year... And see how fucking selfish I was. And you know what, I can't redo any of it. But, if I could, I would only do certain things different. Man, I was so blind. I had all that I could want. But I took it all for granted. Wow. But, shit. I have amazing friends with me at Denny's. How can I complain? Mer, damn that thought process... Oh well, so I am surprisingly pleased. At least we are talking. Friendship is better then nothing. I am artistic again. I am happy with that. I rabble. |
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cJessicaPyne | 12-05-08 9:21am Excuse me? |
C-Ramon-Otero | Re:, 12-05-08 9:46am Sigh... It's Hillary's ex. The Cuban kid from Holland. The one that used some harsh words... |
cJessicaPyne | Re: Re:, 12-05-08 1:02pm No, I remember who you are. I gathered as much from your original username idea.
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C-Ramon-Otero | Re: Re: Re:, 12-05-08 3:02pm yeah... I just wanted to say sorry is all. I wasn't like expecting you to be like its all cool and shit. Cause what I said really wasn't.. In any fucking way. So, uhhh. Yeah. |
cjessicapyne | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-06-08 12:17pm Well I do appreciate it. |
c-ramon-otero | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-06-08 6:06pm Yeah, what I said was way too childish. But thank you for being cool. About this. |
cJessicaPyne | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-06-08 6:10pm No worries. I don't dwell on things. Not a big dweller.
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c-ramon-otero | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-09-08 12:48pm Well, thank you very much. Shall we start over?
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