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| acidtears (profile) wrote, on 12-8-2008 at 11:23pm | |
| Current mood: productive Subject: Don't mean to flip flop.. |
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| But I am sick of feeling angry towards my dad. I am tired of feeling like all he does is blow the chances I give him. Once again, do not mean to flip flop, but I am done. I really am. And not done as in finished with him. I think me and him just need to have a heart to heart. No, he is not the easiest person to talk to, in fact, he is the hardest person I know of to talk to. About anything. Unless it's cars, Harley's, Tattoos, Music, or whatever else he is into. But, I really am just exhausted with this whole mess. And so I believe now it is time to clean it up. Try my best to make things work. Make things decent at the least. Any step forward would be better than this, right now. I think I am doing the mature thing, and also the best thing for us both. I don't want to have a bad relationship with my dad. I don't want the only things I say about him to be bad ones. I would really hate it if me and him ended up in the future with no communication or relationship with each other. I want to hear things from him first hand. Not from extended family members or my siblings. I don't want to look back on this and think "Why didn't I just talk to him about how I was feeling?". So I am making the decision to talk it out. "I think you guys just need to sit down and hash all of this stuff out"...I think you're right, Mom. And I trust you. So I am going to. No more angry blogs about my father...I hope anyways. Wish me luck. -Samm |
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cjessicapyne | 12-09-08 11:11pm Not sure what brand, but I have a matching pair you can borrow. |
acidtears | Re:, 12-09-08 11:20pm Same Size and everything as Emilio's? I hope so. Cos I want them things to be skin tight! |