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ratanatheevilkitty (profile) wrote,
on 3-23-2009 at 12:31am
i bought radiohead amnesiac because you gave it to me and i couldn't play it in the car on the way home. i wanted to hear what you wanted to show me.

it is so sad. it pulls back feelings and thoughts that i had put away.

please let this be really happening. i feel as though you will leave abruptly. i want you to press your hands to my cheeks and tell me once more, tell me you will not and that the unfathomable is happening. it is happening right now and i will be right here with you.

i love kurt elling.
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godsconcern

03-23-09 7:52am

Hey, so im not lurking your woohu or anything so dont get mad. It just occurred to me that I never mailed out your letter. i wrote one out for you but never sent it. So sorry.

I wonder how youve been. Hopefully well. I did a lot of stuff wrong and just want you to know that I know that. I miss talking to you, and lately I could really use that. Anyway, like I said im not journal stalking you, I just saw that you updated and thought about the letter and wanted you to know I wasnt blowing it off.

Ill let you get back to whatever it is you do now :)

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ratanatheevilkitty

Re:, 03-23-09 11:55am

i am not a spider and i am not trying to pull you into my web. hopefully you do not think that about me as much anymore.

you can send the letter if you still want to, do you have my address?

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ratanatheevilkitty

Re: Re:, 03-23-09 3:16pm

also i appreciate that comment.

listen to both artists mentioned above!

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godsconcern

Re: Re:, 03-23-09 3:17pm

I dont have your address, the letter you wrote, or mine in response. I did a kind of cleansing.

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godsconcern

Re: Re: Re:, 03-23-09 5:01pm

I will.

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ratanatheevilkitty

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-24-09 3:35am

did you want it?

also please do not think i am trying to suck you back in, as you so often think when we talk. i want nothing but for you to be free and happy.

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godsconcern

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-24-09 6:08am

Lol I dont think that. i think for the first time in a long time we are both content to not be together.

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