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| dabestyougot69 (profile) wrote, on 1-25-2010 at 11:09am | |
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| Hi. I'm Kelli, and I am an addict. I've decided I'm not going to accept that title anymore. I have such an addictive personality, it sickens me. What the heck. Me?! That doesn't make any sense. I was so strong. Did everything on my own. I got into a mess, I was the one who got myself out. And I've gotten so accustomed to how things were that I long for it in something else. It's hard for things to change in my life, because I always go through "rebounding" And not in the normal sense of rebounding, because a "someone" isn't always involved. But I rebound. And when it does come with a "someone," I rebound hard. Like with Levi. Forgive me for mentioning he that shant be named. After we broke up, there was Nick, and Keith, And Jake. All of them I did nothing with, Thank God for that. but they all came up at the same time...Like so conveniently. It's funny because all of them I liked at one point in my lifetime. And when I'm single and vulnerable, they come parading in one after the other and throw confusions in my head. Nick and I actually dated... Which still boggles my mind. But he has a gf now so good for him. Even though she's hella ugly. And that Sean. I will always love him. He's the thing that's so out of reach. And the thing that has never gotten closure because we've always been so messed up. I hope one day we can start over, and things can be perfect, or in our definition of the closest thing to it... I think we both deserve that. I'll write later. My stomach is eating itself. ^_^ |
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