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dabestyougot69 (profile) wrote,
on 2-7-2010 at 2:25pm
Music: To whom it may concern-UnderOATH
Subject: Ah, innocense.
Haven't written in what feels like months.
It's only been two days..
That tells you how I've been doing lately.

I feel awful.
And to the very extent it that word.
Things just...Suck.
I want to make them better
but everytime I do, I do something in my fricken subconscious to mess it up. Why must I always ruin things that are good!?

Ugh.
I already miss you.
Even though you're not gone.
I hope your thoughts aren't taking you to places that they don't need to be
and that you still are holding onto that last glimpse of hope.
I'm sorry I am screwed up.
Staying would be suicide...
But. I. love you.
I wouldn't ever ask you to stay. because I know dealing with me is the worst thing ever.
Please...Leave. I don't want to hurt you, and I always seem to hurt me.
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I'm sorry I am such a waste.
Forgive me for wanting you to let me in
I know, I don't deserve it.
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