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dabestyougot69 (profile) wrote, on 2-7-2010 at 2:25pm | |
Music: To whom it may concern-UnderOATH Subject: Ah, innocense. |
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Haven't written in what feels like months. It's only been two days.. That tells you how I've been doing lately. I feel awful. And to the very extent it that word. Things just...Suck. I want to make them better but everytime I do, I do something in my fricken subconscious to mess it up. Why must I always ruin things that are good!? Ugh. I already miss you. Even though you're not gone. I hope your thoughts aren't taking you to places that they don't need to be and that you still are holding onto that last glimpse of hope. I'm sorry I am screwed up. Staying would be suicide... But. I. love you. I wouldn't ever ask you to stay. because I know dealing with me is the worst thing ever. Please...Leave. I don't want to hurt you, and I always seem to hurt me. :[ I'm sorry I am such a waste. Forgive me for wanting you to let me in I know, I don't deserve it. |
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