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rayray (profile) wrote,
on 2-16-2010 at 6:57pm
Music: Life After You - Daughtry
Subject: Life.. it happens whether we want it to or not..
I feel like I have hit a stand still in my life.
I don't feel like I am moving forward or backward.
I am completely happy with everything that has happened.
I love my life, just feel like it's too straight and narrow.
I hate my job; getting up at the same time, leaving at the same time, doing the same thing everyday, and seeing the same people.
I hate the repitition.
I understand that no matter what job I will end up doing, I will be doing the same thing over and over.
But after 2 years, I need a new scene. I need a different atmosphere.
I need to be able to go to work, and know that I'm not going to get into an argument with my boss over something petty.
I need a drastic change on the job front, like yesterday.
Something where I will see different people everyday.
I might be able to handle getting up at the same time, and leaving at the same time, if i had a different atmosphere to go to, and enjoy.

Having my nights to myself is lonely, and although I should be filling it with my homework, I don't.
I don't have the ambition to do my homework, because I am too caught up in being exhausted from work, and thinking about how I am just going to be going home to an empty, well almost empty house.

Ugh!..
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chelthesmell

02-17-10 11:42pm

Have you ever taken one of those career tests where it gives you a bunch of random questions about your self and determines what careers would work for you? Maybe you should look it up online and go from there. I might help you jump start something. But you def. need to find a new job and do something that makes you happy. There's nothing worse than feeling like you're not doing anything worth while or productive.

And as for lonely nights, maybe you should just come see me at night. lol!

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