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| xelferdarkx (profile) wrote, on 5-26-2011 at 4:41am | |
| Current mood: determined Music: Lazy song, I love it! Subject: Wishing my life away. |
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| I think i am going to post song lyrics about my mood each day for while, Listening to music helps me deal with my day. Even though i wish my day was like this, I still went to work, dealt with something i needed to clairify. Next, well shit i dunno, lets see how things turn out now. Oh! i almost forgot! My brother fianlly got back to me about going to Cali. I am so excited to finally meet the family that i have never seen before other then pictures! I will be heading that way in July around the 14th. He was saying it the best time to go to the beach, I can't wait! The only issue is that that leaves me here in this dingy house with crazy people with no sense of privacy, manners, or even consideration. Its so hard to try and keep my mind to myself when i can't even think around here, how in the hell am i supposed to try and clear my head, heart, soul of what i really want in life if i can't get away from this plague? On the side note, she seems to be doing well now, I am really happy for her being able to be free. As things stand now i will stay on the side lines and watch her be free and happy while i sit inside the cage she once did. Its where i belong, Stuck in a cage with myself, alone for the sins i have caused to myself and others. The shoes i am expected to fill are finally starting to fade as money collects. I hate money, i really do. Nothing good ever comes out of me having any. I hurt people, i sever myself from others. All comes down to the greed of most of humanity, Friends, family, even strangers seem to change around you when you have a little cash. Its sad to say it but i'm not missing hanging out with people. Being pretty content in my own little world right now doing what i think matters the most. Well there is my rant about things and how they have been the last couple weeks. Cya tomorrow with hopefully a new inspiring song that i had enjoyed! Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone So Leave A Message At The Tone 'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin' I'm Gonna Kick My Feet Up Then Stare At The Fan Turn The TV On Throw My Hand In My Pants Nobody's Gon' Tell Me I Can't I'll Be Lounging On The Couch, Jus' Chillin In My Snuggie Click To MTV So They Can Teach Me Howda Dougie Cause In My Castle I'm The Freakin' Man Oh Oh Yes I Said It I Said It I Said It 'Cause I Can Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone So Leave A Message At The Tone 'Cause Today I Swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin' Nothin' At All Woo Hoo Ooh Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh Nothin' At All Woo Hoo Ooh Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh Tomorrow I'll Wake Up Do Some P90X Meet A Really Nice Girl Have Some Really Nice Sex She's Gonna Scream Out "This Is Great!" (Oh My God! This Is Great!) Yeah I Might Mess Around, and Get My Collage Degree I Bet My Old Man Would Be So Prouda Me But Sorry Pops You'll Just Have To Wait Oh Oh Yes I Said It I Said It I Said It 'Cause I Can Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone So Leave A Message At The Tone 'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin' No I Ain't Gonna Comb My Hair 'Cause I Ain't Goin' Anywhere No No No No No No No No No Ohhh I'll Just Strut In My Birthday Suit And Let Everything Hang Loose Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yes I Said It I Said It I Said It 'Cause I Can Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone So Leave A Message At The Tone 'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin' Nothin' At All Woo Hoo Ooh Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh Nothin' At All Woo Hoo Ooh Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh |
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