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srsbsnsrunner (profile) wrote,
on 3-27-2014 at 7:40pm
Subject: the lies we tell ourselves.
Over this past week, I've been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching, you know that stuff that makes you cringe because it means you have to face your deepest hurts and fears?
Yeah. That kind of soul searching.

I've reached a few conclusions...

1. That perfection is the stuff of fairy tales and a waste of my time and energy. There are always going to be people who don't like me, who find my behavior annoying, who nit pick about this that or the other thing or who flat out just don't get me.

2. Being left out isn't always a bad thing, it just means you're different and sometimes that is okay.

3. Being happy all the time is impossible. Sometimes there are going to be days of grouchiness, sadness, just don't give a fuck, etc.
The important part is being able to be a functional human being even through those emotions.

There's more. But my brain just shut off. So I'm going to call it a night. I'm so tired.
I just needed to get something out there.
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koalalady

03-27-14 8:33pm

Are you me? I am thinking a lot of the same things lately. I only talk to like four people from my hometown anymore, parents included. Just done with other people's bullshit judgement; I'm much happier in my hub of select people and focusing on my own needs.

I've also been trying to handle my emotions better lately, so your conclusion about still trying to be a "functional human being" connects as well.

Your entries are v. introspective. Woohu is a pretty good place to vent and map out your mind.

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srsbsnsrunner

Re: , 04-01-14 4:28pm

I might be you. >.>

Thanks. That's been my goal for 2014, becoming more introspective. My theory is it's easier to know other people once you know yourself.

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srsbsnsrunner

Re: , 04-01-14 4:28pm

I might be you. >.>

Thanks. That's been my goal for 2014, becoming more introspective. My theory is it's easier to know other people once you know yourself.

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