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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 3-30-2015 at 7:55pm
a twisted serpent called nostalgia slipped into my stomach. i feel it churning inside me. happy memories project on a dirty screen, tinted rose to match the drapes.

as i stalk him on facebook, i grapple with my gut in a fervent battle for sovereignty, as my heart sinks heavy with sympathy, and if i knew he was home i would consider sending him a note. should i feel repulsed at myself? should i just forgive myself and go to bed early? my body yearns for his, my eyes are thirsty for is skin and lips and teeth.

do i miss him because i know i can't have him? or do i miss him because i'm desperately lonely?

i just want to destroy something beautiful, sometimes.
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andy

03-31-15 10:57pm

This is exactly why relationships are so repulsive to me.

Life is fine once you just move on, but it takes me too long to move on and I hate the person I am afterwards!

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godessalthena

Re: , 04-01-15 8:02pm

haha he was just a friend with benefits!

I think I like myself so much more since I left my ex, but he was a toxic person.

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