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godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 4-11-2017 at 10:00pm | |
every year i try harder and harder to love my birthday and every year it gets harder and harder to enjoy it it's just a reminder of how many people i've had to leave behind how many people i loved deeply who hurt me people who i trusted people i shouldn't have trusted dreams set on false pretenses and a deep desperate desire to be needed all my self doubt and fear about the future my shame and regrets my failures then combine with hanging out with people who i only talk to through text who all hate each other the futile attempts to have everyone have fun and get along and then becoming the DD because i can't trust anyone else i just am a fucking wet blanket and i hate it but i feel powerless to change it i hate this |
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