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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 7-4-2020 at 8:25am
I keep wondering what's the point of moving forward.

I'm a miserable person doomed to feel this way for the rest of life.

I won't make a good mother, I'll teach my child how to be spineless, how to be a doormat, how to pathetically let people walk all over them.

I can't even carry a conversation. I can't make friends. I'm just boring, fat and hideous.

I don't want to buy a house anymore. I don't want to be in a relationship. I don't want to take care of anyone but myself. I just want to be alone and hide in my little hole.

I just want to be let go, so I can start my homesick fade to white.
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anonymoose

07-04-20 5:05pm

cheer up dollface

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koalalady

07-06-20 2:48pm

You've made at least one friend here. =) Even though we've never met in person and are pretty much limited to emails, ha.

I perceive you as a creative, empathic, sensitive, resilient, and kind person. It can be hard to see all the good you bring to the table if you're busy casting your self-image in the worst possible light. I hope you get some perspective from folks who love you and know you in your day-to-day life.

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