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| adiosesposito (profile) wrote, on 3-31-2003 at 11:59pm | |
| Music: the church-under the milky way |
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| I'd just like to say this: R. Kelly's song Ignition(Remix) is possibly the greatest contribution to music ever. Now that the obvious is stated, I can drop it like its hot. My brother decided to spill Mr. Pibb on my keyboard and mouse while he was down from college. Thanks bro. And guess who was blamed for it? Well, you know it could never be my mom's Harvard man! Justin came and picked me up on Saturday and we had lunch. It was goodto talk with him after about 3 months of not seeing each other. Then we saw sara, whitney, and kiera, and tryed to give them a ride to the mall, but they refused the offer for an unknown reason. Do you ever get the feeling that all the people you hang out with don't actually care abot you. I mean, they spent time wih you and talk with you, but if it came down to the truth, they don't have any feelings for you. As if they look down upon you and talk about you behind your back. I don't know, I just wish I felt the people who I consider my best friends also considered me as one of theirs. One of the good things about my brther being down was the act I go to hang out with his good friend Max. Let me give you some backstory on Max: -scored a 1590 on SAT -Didn't come to school the last semester of his senior year becausehe was "tired" -Is in love with percocets, which he calls magical yummy juice. -great guitar player -Had a scholarship to a great liberal arts school up in NY, but dropped out and is now going to FAU Anyways, as I listened to his stories about bringing vodka to his AP exams as a senior and getting like perfect scores on them, I began to wonder. Was this kid wasting his vast amounts of potential? I mean, this kid is smart enough to be helping the world, yet decides to just play guitar and take philosophy classes at FAU. He seems to enjoy his life though. But it made me think: am I wasting all my potential. Now, I don't think I'm that smart even though my parents say I am. I know I'm not Harvard material. My parents say I should work harder and be in ib. Instead, I coast by in honors classes and write. My parents say I should use my knowledge to be a lawyer or some shit like that. I just want to be a writer. I don't feel bad about what I'm doing in life; should I? Because if what I'm doing is wrong, I don't want to be right. Wow, what a killer last sentence. sic transit gloria drew r. |
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4thReich | 04-01-03 2:11pm didnt amanda peet get topless in that movie, if so, i need to borrow it. i was pretty tired saturday from giving out all those rides. i think anyone with a 1590 would have to have some guitar skill. new mexico was my idea, not the rest of 6th periods. |
lastplacechamp | 04-01-03 4:23pm <3justin schaffer giving us rides<3
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| 4thReich | Re:, 04-01-03 4:26pm the taurus is great for side walk driving. |
xNo_Substancex | 04-01-03 5:30pm Well Drew, I don't know if its any consolation coming from me, but I definately consider you one of my very good friends. The only talking I ever do about you behind your back is how much of a music nazi you are, but, speaking as the original, I'm sure I get a lot of the same.
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atThePark | 04-01-03 9:01pm well, i need to start this off with saying that Dr.
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picturesxstarsxdreams | 04-01-03 9:27pm your entrys too long to read <3
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Anonymous | Re:, 04-01-03 9:51pm oh schnap....ian's experimental picture taking! on vivi's woohu journal!
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| picturesxstarsxdreams | Re: Re:, 04-01-03 9:53pm Ians pic = my icon = OWN!
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picturesxstarsxdreams | i read it., 04-01-03 10:12pm follow your heart
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bdonkadonk | 04-03-03 5:39pm don't even get me started on the ride with justin thing. i know he's your lover and you guys want to be alone, so just say it. don't deny.<3
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