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| TwiztidClown (profile) wrote, on 4-2-2003 at 4:51pm | |
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| Well today was a good day , classes went by really fast and I just thank God everyday for everything he has broght to me , includeing Nichole , one of the Nicest , prettiest , and best friends , and girlfriend that anyone could ever ask for. I feel like job , going threw all these trials that the devil put him threw to see if basicly he would stay with God , bc resently all this bad things involeing my car has happend. it sort of sucks . but when i see and im with nichole nothing else matters the only thing on my mind is her now adays.She may not be able to get prom off from work if she cant ill be so sad ill pry cry just bc im looking so forward to being there with her. i dont think anyone really knows how much i care about her , or idk if she even understands when i tell her either.The only thing that bothers me about her and I going out is that she wont have sex or kiss untill marrige bc she wants to be pure in marrige, i can deal with out the sex thing , but kissing idk its so damn hard not to even kiss her i look at her and there is that moment when u would kiss a normal person were its you look into each others eyes and you know they are feeling something emotinal as you are too then u kiss but i cant do that but it happens all the time , that moment happens and all i can do is nothing......it really gets to me sometimes. but its nothing worth breaking up over i can wait for her till how ever long it takes. Im so bored , i have about an hour b4 i have to leave ot go to Nicholes house and pick her up for youth group then after that we do our weekly thing of chiling in my car for 2 -2 1/2 hours talking about everything under the sun. I cant belive that we only have like a month left of school its sort of scary how fast these four years have gone. were did they go ? why cant i just start over again with my jr year and then go to my senior year , it would be so fun to do it over again.but i have to leave for collge a month after we graduate , july 21 is the first day of school for me lots of schooling ill have in one year. 1500 hours , usely its about 4-500 for a normal collage. im going to indionapolls , indiana , im sort of scared about that too bc the city is so big and ill be like 5 hours from home and most of all 5 hours from nichole , we dont know whats going to happen we talked about it a littlt bit but then i told her lets just enjoy every moment we have together and when the time comes we will deal with it then, no use looking into the furtre and trying to figure out what will happen , if i did that i wouldnt have nichole now i would have just asumed that nothing would have become of us more than a friendship , but i stuck with it and next thing know shes all telling me she likes me and all that good stuff , I just pray for the best with her and I and hope for my friends to pray for the best also , ill stay true to her if we decide to carry on when i move , id be back everyweekend to see her also . well thats all for now kiddies Peace Oh ya alot forgot i guess i got a job a Dominos pizza on 14 Mile ,all i have to do is go to the secrtery of the state and get a record of how long i have driven bc i need to have at least 2 years driveing experience. so imm going there tommrow. hopefully ill have a job there soon.:) |
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WindedHero | yeah..., 04-02-03 9:51pm you say all that now... |
TwiztidClown | Re: yeah..., 04-06-03 4:23pm say what now ? |
brighid | pure?, 04-17-03 11:53pm she is staying completely pure... not KISSING until marriage?! |
TwiztidClown | Re: pure?, 04-22-03 10:04am yes totaly , and i respect that and like i told her it will be worth the wait. i care about her enough to wait |
| brighid | Re: Re: pure?, 04-22-03 6:23pm that sux... but thats really cute that u care that much ;) |
TwiztidClown | Re: Re: Re: pure?, 04-23-03 3:35pm ya i do care alot. but now there is a rumor going around school saying that her and i are doing things but that is a total lie. |
| brighid | Re: Re: Re: Re: pure?, 04-23-03 5:55pm well tell them to fuck themselves. more power to ya man... good luck |
TwiztidClown | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: pure?, 04-25-03 7:49pm thanx , finaly someone that wishs me luck with it , everyone i know is all saying u will never last all kinds of shit. |