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| adiosesposito (profile) wrote, on 4-13-2003 at 1:05am | |
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| Sometimes, I just wish I could grab my 5 favorite albums, get on a bus, and just ride to New Mexico. Sadly, the real world has already let me know that this will never happen. College, jobs, life; all are barriers that can't be overcome by my failing spirit. It seems like every Saturday night makes me feel so worthless. I feel like I should be part of Winners Inc. since I stay home. I don't know why this feeling has culminated in my 15th year all of the sudden. Maybe I have become spoiled the last 5 months, feeling like a cool kid by going out with people. But the feeling is fleeting. Sure, I still go out some nights. Such as Friday, which was a fun day. But even then, I get yelled at by my parents for no reason I or they can think of. And then my parents are shocked when I say I may go out- get this - two night in a row. It didn't matter though what they felt about my consecutive nights of being out of the house; I didn't go out, since there was no ringing of my phone tonight. I really need to get out of this funk. Of course, it's hard to get out when you can't see an exit. I hear countless times a day about how I'm so "fuckin mean" to a certain person that I just want to punch them in the face everytime the words grace my ears. If I'm not hearing that, it's someone else telling me how I'm "so in love" with another kid. I'm truly sorry that I wrote one sincere thing in my journal that involved him and his band. Of course that must mean I want to marry him and be just like him. Oh god, I have started whining in my journal, breaking one of my cardinal rules. Damn, I need to go find some Atom and his Package lyrics quick. So what are some remedies for my situation? How can I become hip so people will call me very Saturday to hang with me? 1. First off, I need to fall in love with Conor Oberst. That's the cool thing to do. 2. Interpol? Who? Drop that shit and buy a Starting Line album. 3. Buy a digital camera. If I can't take pictures of all of my friends and post them online, then I'm not a real friend 4. Change the last name to something cooler, like Bixler, or Schwerdt. Please, don't take anything in this entry personally. If you think it's about you, there's a good chance it's not. It's just one of those patented Drew rants. sic transit gloria drew r. |
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orion_X | 04-13-03 2:18am 1. connor oberst blows.
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Anonymous | Re:, 04-13-03 11:04am ben and drew i agree with you 983405843908485839804385094 %!
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greatlaker | 04-13-03 11:51am id call you, but its long distance, and plane tickets to michigan arent all that cheap. but next time you're in the greater grand rapids area, look me up. ;) |
Twister10 | 04-13-03 12:48pm New Mexico is way overrated. |
| 4thReich | Re:, 04-13-03 4:12pm ms new mexico was hot. |
atThePark | 04-13-03 5:23pm why new mexico, man? the real deal is only one CD away! drink all you want.
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orfwashere | new mexico, 04-15-03 6:12pm i can get a bus.
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lastplacechamp | 04-16-03 6:15pm since you already know what i have to say regarding this entry... this is all i will say.. "that hot kid from dangerous lives of altar boys who isn't a member of the culkin family"
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cherrybomb | 04-21-03 9:02pm haha. that is great.
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