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adiosesposito (profile) wrote,
on 4-28-2003 at 11:58pm
Music: nick cave- the mercy seat
You can think what you want, but I have and always will say that Dinosaurs carried ABC's TGIF lineup.

Yep, so I am waiting for an EBAY auction to end. 15 minutes in counting. I need more money. Lots of it. This PSA was brought to you by capitalism.

"Capitalism: Hey, at least it's not monarchy."

What the heck? What song is now playing on my windows media player? Oh my, it's Born in the USA, by the Boss. My mind wants to turn it off, but I am too lazy to do so.

I just saw an Even Stevens very close to my heart. It's the one with the kiss, and Louis and Tawny go out. When Louis says to Twitty at the beginning "I know I cherish her, but what happens if she is disgusted by me," regarding his feelings for Tawny, well that hit close to home.

Sometimes I just wish I could say what I wanted to say to the person I wanted. But there is no courage in this broken man. Why don't I just settle for less and date girls who I know like me? Because that would be the easy way I guess. I have set my sights on the pinnacle of women at Atlantic in my eyes.

What the hell am I saying? I am talking total nonsense about a girl who I don't even know. I don't know her personality, her likes, her dislikes, her history. This is very unlike me. I truly feel like a moron for saying stuff like "she's true love" or "i want to marry her." Those phrases should be saved for only Tawny Dean or Queen Latifah. Not to be used on girls who I didn't even know existed until a month ago. God, I have no worth anymore I think. i guess I like her because she's the first girl at the school who has caught my eye and made me stop and look back at her, wondering if it was possible for beauty like that to exist in a high school. Maybe it's the fact that instead of thinking sexual thoughts about her, like
I would do with an average girl, I think instead of just hanging out with her, talking, watching movies, etc. Or maybe this is what it's like when doves cry.

oh man, this is a pretty good song. Born in the Usa i mean. Catchy, good singing. And if you think its patriotic, then die.

I won the auction. Yippie. Next item to win: a life.

Sic transit gloria

drew r.

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greatlaker

04-29-03 7:40pm

patriot = parrot. heh.

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Anonymous

yo, 09-21-03 6:19pm

you're so cute!

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