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|daisymae (profile) wrote, |
on 5-26-2003 at 10:07am
|Current mood: apathetic
Music: screaming infadelities D.C.
Subject: Why do things never happen to me?
|ALright im typically not a jealous person or anything but i feel like everyone else gets what i want. Its like im stuck in between death and living, im not doing anything. Nohting ever changes nothing good seems to happen to me. I'm probably being petty and just want to convince myself that im all deep and depressed but...what if its more? What if one day i just wake up and decide that this life isn't for me? What do i do, what choices do i have? None really. I can't tell somone to love me or conivence God to make me skinny or have the friends that I want. I can try to change myself but it just gets me farther into how much i want ot change. This goes out to no one and i just hope it goes away...|
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emily i love you!, 05-26-03 7:41pm
yayyy you have a journal!!!!!!! dont feel sad, good things WILL come your way! YAY