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:: 2010 14 November :: 9.50 pm
:: Music: crime in stereo

Remembering that this page existed and subsequently finding it and reading it was pretty surreal at first.

Nothing is really surprising though. I browsed through my nerdy eccentricities and my occasional gripe at the universe. I was definitely twelve. And I guess the main source of my confusion was a general disconnect from reality, and the main source of my depression was endless cyclic expostulation regarding the confusion and the emotion that I was faced with. . .

I never thought that I would smoke cigarettes or smoke weed, I probably never thought that I would scream into a microphone about social reform.

I still use apathy as a crutch for my sanity. I hope I'm learning. . .

Anyway, the purpose of continuing to post here is vague, but I feel compelled to do it anyway. I mean, now I write in actual notebooks. There's not really an audience for this place.

So here it is. I guess I'll see if I actually post more or not.

2 spoke | speak


:: 2007 16 November :: 9.49 pm

back with a vengence
My second new post as a different person on this website. And i'm already coming to see the difference between this and other places i woulld log my thought.

here, nobody sees. nobody at all, save maybe a few. I dont have to stress my likes and dislikes, i dont need an image. i dont have to choose my words.

from my mind to the screen.

and i jump back here with welcoming arms. I've thought a lot lately, but not nearly enough. and i log it. i cannot grow as such.

Here my thoughts can live. So that i may drop by now and again, and do some catching up with them. We'll have a cup of tea.

And this way, i will not forget.

Im not a fan of the screen name of this old thing, my screen name from middle school for various video games. but hey, who gives a shit. this siite is long abandoned, its members probably only in the thousands.

so welcome. first thoughts logged. more to come. I think they'll like it here.

2 spoke | speak


:: 2007 12 November :: 9.15 pm

starting anew
well, im coming back to this website.

and im making a new profile. But im not deleting this one. Im going to keep every sing post.

back when i used to use this thing. . . i was almost a different person. It was the age of reform for me. Knowledge was flowing into me faster than i could handle, i was thinking faster than i could move.

I became depressed.

I came out of it. Smarter, stronger. And as i look back. . . how much further have I come?

4 spoke | speak


:: 2005 22 November :: 9.14 pm

yo
I have't posted on this thing in a while, so, just saying, yo. Hi kalie!
ihihihihihi

1)Rap is shit

2)country is shit

3)all other music is fine by me

4)Harry potter is gay

5)garth nix is magnificent

6)only real men wear kilts

7)the music on this page is groovey

8)Barenaked Ladies is the greatest band of all time

9) Shool sucks, but it is depressingly necessary

8)ignorance is bliss

8)the only way to tame a wildebeast is to offer it havarti cheese

8)I rape chipmunks

8)If you just laughed, you're cool

8)If you just said "ewww" then get the hell out of my journal

8) if you've noticed the problem with the numbering i give you kudos and nothing else

3 spoke | speak


:: 2005 5 September :: 8.03 pm

dude!
I have this awesome link!!!!
its so funny!seriously, i felt like i was gonna piss i was laughing so hard.
http://www.funnyjunk.com/pages/awesome.htm

speak


:: 2005 15 August :: 5.26 pm

uhh i went crazy, so i just had to copy it
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
maannndy!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
mandy?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
maaaaany
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
mmaaaannndy
Mandy says:
this is Nora
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
whos that.
Mandy says:
mandy's freeeeeend
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
FREEEEND!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
yay!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well, tell mandy that her blue penguin spontaniously combusted in the dead of autum while wear in flower in its hat
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well, tell mandy that her blue penguin spontaniously combusted in the dead of autum while wear in flower in its hat
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
ok!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
ok
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
ok
Mandy says:
well thanks for that
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
noo probleeemoo
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
are you the real mandy?
Mandy says:
yeah its me
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
YAAAAY
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*hug*
Mandy says:
haha
Mandy says:
i love how you're online hugging me but you hardly talk to me and have never personally met me.
Mandy says:
hahahahaha
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
yay
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
=D
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
i know!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
lets get online married!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
/marry
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
lol
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
jk!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
WEEEEWEEEEEE
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
im a bit hype
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
why?>
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
i dunno
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
maybe its the mac and cheese
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
CURSE YOU KRAAAAFT!!!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
<3
Mandy says:
Wow
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
yeah. . .
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
o.O
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
o.o
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
O.o
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
!
!!!
!!!!!
!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
yay!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
a pyramid!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*belches loudly*
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
CHHH ENEMY SIGHTED CHH OVER
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
CHH MANNING PHOTON TORPEDOES
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
FIRE
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
FIIIIIREEW
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
OPEN FIRE ON THAM DAMN NAGGER
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
OPEN
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
FIRE
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
AAAYAYYAYAYAYYYYYYIIEE!
Mandy says:
are you playing a video game?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
nope
Mandy says:
Well then
Mandy says:
I'm impressed with your ability to role play an active battle...or something
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
inndeed chh over
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
wow
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
i just cant
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
stop
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
typing
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
whats up?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
nobody knows!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well somebody does
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
and thats!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
the!
Mandy says:
Ahhhhhhh wow you are an insane child arent you?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
CLAW
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
YES ONLY THE CLAW KNOWS
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well, im only insane right now
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
why?
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
nobody knows
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well, someody does know
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
and!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
thats!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
the!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
NOT THE CLAW
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
ITS THE...
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*bbbeeeep*
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*out of ideas
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*pleas stand by*
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
BEEF STEW!
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
MWAHAHAHAHA
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
AA
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
well
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
im off to play games
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
inddeed
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
*burps*
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
so
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
i
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
bid
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
you
<-Dawn comes, and we part ways once again, my dreams becoming distant apparations-> says:
AAAADOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

3 spoke | speak


:: 2005 2 August :: 12.43 am

Read more..
Your personality is best represented by the
Japanese dagger, called a Tanto. A person who
wields a Tanto knows better than anyone that
you cant judge on appearance alone. You have
the unique ability to see the full potential in
people and objects long before anyone else has
a clue. You are clever and are probably
underestimated a lot by others, but YOU know
who you are and exactly what you are capable
of.


What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

hehe fun quiz
I went to quizilla on a whim and did that, post comments, i want to know what YOU got on it

6 spoke | speak


:: 2005 2 August :: 12.43 am

Tanto Weilder
Your personality is best represented by the
Japanese dagger, called a Tanto. A person who
wields a Tanto knows better than anyone that
you cant judge on appearance alone. You have
the unique ability to see the full potential in
people and objects long before anyone else has
a clue. You are clever and are probably
underestimated a lot by others, but YOU know
who you are and exactly what you are capable
of.


What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

hehe fun quiz
I went to quizilla on a whim and did that, post comments, i want to know what YOU got on it

speak


:: 2005 12 July :: 1.07 pm

i played a game on adultswim.com. I got a score of 2,420.

I dare any one of you to beat it.

http://www.adultswim.com/games/homemovies_lookalive/index.html

Bring it on.

2 spoke | speak


:: 2005 2 June :: 6.55 pm

OMG
OMG
OMG
NEW WORDS!



ok. . . here's the picture.
"snail" is uncool
"llama" is cool.
is that LLAMA OR WHAT!!
lol i thought of it while talking to kailie
i was like rap is so. . .
then i was looking for an emoticon to describe rap.
So i randomly pick the snail one.
yeah anyway, this idea is totally llama.

5 spoke | speak


:: 2005 2 June :: 6.54 pm
:: Music: smashmouth

lyrics
Today's escape will consist of a mask
I found it in a bargain bin
Why do you ask
Rosy cheeks and a smile
There's no shame in my game of denial
Don't you touch, move along
Keep your hands inside
Ask enough from afar
Enjoy the ride
It don't get much better than this
There's the riff, here's the hook,
Where's the myth
Manning my stations
Taking control of the situation
Say hello to my force field
Beaten down on all fours
And they'll stare as they pass
Please don't feed or provoke
Or tap on the glass
Bet you never felt quite like that
You could say, don't complain where I'm at
Manning my stations
Taking control of the situation
Say hello to my force field
You won't see me cry (you won't you won't)
You won't see me die
The escapade still exists of the task
Of pullin' off a miracle out of my ass
It don't get much better than that
A savvy fox, a loyal dog, a sunny cat
Manning my stations
Taking control of the situation
Say hello to my force field (Say hello to my force field)
Say hello to my force field (Say hello to my force field )
Say hello to my force field
Say hello to my force field
1997-2005 smash mouth | Back

lol smashmouth has wierdly deep lyrics.
buts its a great song if you ever hear it.

speak


:: 2005 31 May :: 7.22 pm

Life imitates the game of chess
You can be the rook or the pawn
If you have the strategy that's best
You can be the king or in this case the don
It's easy to get knocked out of the game
Depending on which way you want to play
You've got to have eyes in the back of your head
Now that we have that out of the way

Chorus:
Rev up the Lincoln
And lets get to drinking some caffeino
Lets go to nicolettis
Cause he makes a mean spaghetti sauce
I'm a connoisseur of the finer things in life
I'll take any flick with al pacino
I'm a man of respect and I prefer to be addressed as padrino

If you're the type that likes to spill the beans
You could be a stone in someone's shoe
You'll receive a kiss on each cheek
Then you'll know that pretty soon the stone will be removed
Everyone knows that crime does not pay
It doesn't pay the taxes anyway
You've got to be slick if you don't want it to stick
Now that we have that out of the way

Repeat Chorus

I know it's not a wise thing to do
Writing funny songs about the mob
But if it's all the same to you
I don't see it as a gang but a club
Where men sit like gentlemen
Plotting their events about
Things I shouldn't understand comprehend or care
Like...oh, I don't know maybe I shouldn't go there
After all it is a family affair

Stay out of the papers
Don't get caught
Leave the singing to Sinatra and always keep your big trap shut
Capice?

The underworld is like an undertow - if you don't respect it
It will surely bring you down - when you least expect -
Hey expect it from all sides
Once you're in it it's for life
Don't be famous be infamous and you will live to see another day
Be wise about with whom you discuss
Now that we have that out of the way

Repeat Chorus

speak


:: 2005 2 May :: 6.37 pm

. . . blockland screenshots
lol thanks to leaf for introducing thisgame to me
Read more..

8 spoke | speak


:: 2005 17 April :: 3.22 pm

postin' season
. . . MY BAKERY IS OPEN!!
THAT' RIGHT!!
COME TO GRIFFIN'S BAKERY AND CAFE! (or suffer dire consequences)
WE HAVE BAGELS!! (OMG BAGELS!!)
AND BAGEL SANDWITCHES (I THINK I SPELLED SADNWITCH WRONG!)
BUT MOST OF ALL. . .
WE HAVE COFFEE!
ESPRESSO!
SOUP!
BREAD! (WHOUDA THUNKIT!?!?!)
COME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
POST COMENTSS ON THIS ENTRY!!

and oh yeah. . . there's a special espresso drink named after my dad. Basically 4 shots and some sugar and cream. yeah. like Pretty much just a 12 cup of espresso with sugar and cream.
BUY IT NOW!!!!!!

4 spoke | speak


:: 2005 25 February :: 8.40 pm

Book Report
It looks like your stomach is kind of, bulging." Shortly after Bartoli noticed this strange phenomenon, his intestines, liver, and kidneys burst out of his stomach. The room was in pandemonium in a matter of seconds. Various people on the jury began screaming, the judge started yelling about the apocalypse. Ben just laughed hysterically. Madec spontaneously combusted and incinerated in the hospital. In the Court Room, the judge had pretty much gone insane from fear and was beating Les Stanton to the ground with his gavel. Two of the jury members had committed suicide, and three more had died. One died from slipping on Bartoli's fluids and falling to the ground, head first, breaking his neck on the hardwood floor. The other two ran outside and were gunned down by the Anti Jury Member Mafia. Then, a Philippine suicide bomber ran in and nook out the rest of the jury members, Les Stanton, and the judge. Ben had already run outside, screaming gibberish. He seemed to be the only survivor. Well, he was, until Strick unloaded a clip of .50 caliber bullets into Ben's back.


THE END

4 spoke | speak

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