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:: 2004 25 June :: 9.29 pm
:: Mood: accomplished


Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 24 June :: 5.14 pm

Well kids i graduated from Woohu to Live Jounal. I dont think ill be posting any entries on this journal quite often. But check out my LJ....

its quite spledid im out
As I Await For You

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 17 June :: 5.20 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: Signals Over The Air by: Thursday

so ya today wasnt ne different. I just woke up and played guitar. Last night i went to youth and we went to this business and road around in these huge machines and stuff. Then glen dropped me off at the softball game on the way back and i just sat there with jesse, javy, gina, "sasha", and karley. Then i saw Kayla and she waved so that was pretty koo. Then i called up my mom that i was at the game and she started getting mad cuz i didnt ask permission. Then i just got home and crashed out. So today we found out that jesse's amp got screwed up on the way to his house so they are going to return it and stuff. So ya we were just jamming but his guitar takes out mine cuz his is way better than mine so ya...well im out

*x*x*x*|Signals Over The Air|*x*x*x*

this is what you see when you look in my direction:
incandescent corsets draw eyes tight like wires.
this is how it feels,
calling out but no one even hears

the signals that we send over the air
over the air
over the air
over the air.

when you say my name,
i want to split it from your lips
and hide like whispers in the rain.
when you say my name,
i want to stop it in your lungs
and collect all of your blood to put in the radio.

is this how it feels
when you dont even fit into your own skin?
and its getting tighter,
every day i'm getting smaller
if i keep holding my breath i'm going to disappear.

when you say my name,
i want to split it from your lips
and hide like whispers in the rain.
when you say my name,
i want to stop it in your lungs
and collect all of your blood to put in the radio.

there's no where to hide.
they stole the love from our lives to put the sex on the radio.
there's no where to hide.
they stole the love from our lives to put the sex on the radio.

if i keep holding my breath, all of this will fade away.
if you keep driving we'll be lying in the wreck.
changing the shape,
folding like an envelope to keep each other in.
shattered glass, broken looks, and mascara gets
washed away by windshield wiper blades.

when you say my name,
i want to split it from your lips
and hide like whispers in the rain.
when you say my name,
i want to stop it in your lungs
and collect all of your blood to put in the radio.

there's no where to hide.
they stole the love from our lives to put the sex on the radio.
there's no where to hide.
they stole the love from our lives to put the sex on the radio.
that's where we hide
the love, the lies, the lust, the sex on the radio.

6 Lost Their Way | Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 16 June :: 3.57 pm
:: Mood: Relaxed
:: Music: On My Own by: The Used

well today i just woke up and cleaned around the house and just played some guitar. Then i went to the band room to drop off some concert music and just messed around. Then i took off home and then i went to jesse's and he finally gotz his guitar. Its pretty bad ass the only thing that sucked ass what that his amp sucked and it didnt work, so we just jammed on mine and that was about it aunt was trippin' cuz it was "loud" So just going to go to mutual today and then later on drop off a cd at Harminee's house that i burned her (Y).

*x*x*x*|On My Own|*x*x*x*
See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own

Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 15 June :: 7.55 pm
:: Mood: kinda tired
:: Music: Down by: Something Corporate

Walking Session Was Cancelled
well the "walking" session was cancelled for some family issues between harminee and the woman that gave her birth. so ya im just here yesterday i was just here at home and i didnt go to geoff's movie night. i just stayed home and played guitar. Well jesse gotz his new amp today and i plugged my guitar in but nothing came out of it...its all weird. And today me geoff and jesse went to "clean" the band room but we didnt lol then we just took off to Finley to get a ride with my aunt but turns out we were a bit late so we just stayed there and called up my aunt. Gina was going to bring us a drink but turns out she drank most of it and she didnt even come at all. So as we were making our way to the cafeteria i noticed that the auditorium was open so i was like * dude i think i forgot my music for band there the last time we played a concert here* so i looked for it and i found it ...Wuuuuuuu. Go me..*wowzers* so ne who..ya thats my story and ya..lets see what i'll do tommorow.

Let's get drunk
You can drive us to the harbor
Wish upon a star but
Do you know what stars are?
Balls of fire, burning up the black space
Falling from the landscape
Exploding in the face of God

Let's get crazy,
Talk about our big plans
Places that you're going
Places that I haven't been
Build my walls up
Concrete castle
Keep this kingdom free of hassle, yeah


I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around but you can't change this loneliness
Look what you've found, I've fallen down

Taste the saline rolling down your cheekbone
Tell me that you're alone, tell me on the telephone
Feel your heart it breaks within your chest now
Try to get some rest now, sleeps not coming easy for a while, child

Child, yeah

I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around but you can't change this loneliness
Look what you've found, I've fallen down
Down, down
Down, down

I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around but you can't change this loneliness
Look what you've found, I've fallen down
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down

2 Lost Their Way | Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 15 June :: 7.19 pm

well i was going to put an entry but naw not ne going to go walk around town with harminee..then ill keep you updated on my life (Y)..*wowzers*

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 14 June :: 4.59 pm
:: Mood: Lunchin'
:: Music: Sing For The Moment by: Eminem

well today brandon came down so we went to Mi Casita. We ate and it was me, geoff, brandon, jesse, and erica. So we ate then we saw Gizmo outside riding his lil 50 motorcycle next to the park and then he flipped us off and then 30 seconds later the cops came and they stopped him..hahahaha. what a stupid ass, hes riding his 50 on freakin MAIN STREET!!! Come on i thought he would be just a pinch smarter than that...but that was we took that chance that the cops were busy so we took off in geoffs car to his house and thats when i started recording Brandon skating. After he tore it up we went back to geoffs and brandon got in geoffs pool. Me and jesse sunk our heads in there then we took off. My mom was a lil mad cuz we took a while, so that ruined my chance of going to Geoff's tonight to watch some movies. But hopefully my mom will let me. So then me and jesse went to his house and we got on the net and then Leeroy came over and then they took off to Matt's house to "jump in his pool". So i was just like w/e...i guess im going to my house now here i am. So ya today was pretty dusty and i think brandon is staying down for the whole summer so that should be kick ass.

*x*x*x*|Sing For The Moment|*x*x*x*

These ideas are nightmares to white parents
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing, it's so scary in a house that allows no swearing
To see him walking around with his headphones blaring
Alone in his own zone, cold and he don't care
He's a problem child
And what bothers him all comes out, when he talks about His fuckin' dad walkin' out
Cause he just hates him so bad that he blocks him out
If he ever saw him again he'd probably knock him out
His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' back
Talkin' black, brainwashed from rock and rap
He sags his pants, do-rags and a stocking cap
His step-father hit him, so he socked him back, and broke his nose
His house is a broken home, there's no control, he just let's his emotions
{C'mon}, sing with me, {sing}, sing for the years
{Sing it}, sing for the laughter, sing for the tears, {c'mon)
Sing it with me, just for today, maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you
Entertainment is changin', intertwinin' with gangsta's
In the land of the killers, a sinner's mind is a sanctum
Holy or unholy, only have one homie
Only this gun, lonely cause don't anyone know me
Yet everybody just feels like they can relate, I guess words are a
mothafucka they can be great
Or they can degrade, or even worse they can teach hate
It's like these kids hang on every single statement we make
Like they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum
Now how the fuck did this metamorphosis happen
From standin' on corners and porches just rappin'
To havin' a fortune, no more kissin' ass
But then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you
Fans turn on you, attorneys all want a turn at you
To get they hands on every dime you have, they want you to lose your mind
every time you mad
So they can try to make you out to look like a loose cannon
Any dispute won't hesitate to produce handguns
That's why these prosecutors wanna convict me, strictly just to get me off
of these streets quickly
But all they kids be listenin' to me religiously, so i'm signin' cd's while
police fingerprint me
They're for the judge's daughter but his grudge is against me
If i'm such a fuckin' menace, this shit doesn't make sense Pete
It's all political, if my music is literal, and i'm a criminal how the fuck
can I raise a little girl
I couldn't, I wouldn't be fit to, you're full of shit too, Guerrera, that
was a fist that hit you...
They say music can alter moods and talk to you
Well can it load a gun up for you , and cock it too
Well if it can, then the next time you assault a dude
Just tell the judge it was my fault and i'll get sued
See what these kids do is hear about us totin' pistols
And they want to get one cause they think the shit's cool
Not knowin' we really just protectin' ourselves, we entertainers
Of course the shit's affectin' our sales, you ignoramus
But music is reflection of self, we just explain it, and then we get our
checks in the mail
It's fucked up ain't it
How we can come from practically nothing to being able to have any fuckin'
thing that we wanted
That's why we sing for these kids, who don't have a thing
Except for a dream, and a fuckin' rap magazine
Who post pin-up pictures on their walls all day long
Idolize they favorite rappers and know all they songs
Or for anyone who's ever been through shit in their lives
Till they sit and they cry at night wishin' they'd die
Till they throw on a rap record and they sit, and they vibe
We're nothin' to you but we're the fuckin' shit in they eyes
That's why we seize the moment try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it and
hold it
Cause we consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone
Just let our spirits live on, through our lyrics that you hear in our
songs and we can...

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 14 June :: 9.08 am
:: Mood: I Just Woke Up
:: Music: the workers from across the street worlking on this building...

damn..i gotz to clean my "messy room" before my mom comes cuz shes going to take my computer away so ya...its to early for that..she gets home from work at bout 10 come on ..thats like an hour to clean...oh well im going to do it so she wont take my PC away...2 days till jesse goes to the Algebra Academy...8 days till jesse gets his surgery....hahaha that hoe is going to be crippled..

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 13 June :: 7.45 pm
:: Mood: Relaxed
:: Music: Your Promise by: Mest

well today my whole family woke up late for church so we decided not to go but my mom wanted my bro to go cuz it was his first time going in a while so we just went for sacrament meeting. Harminee was waiting for me to go to Sunday school but i said i was going to go..and speaking of Harminee i saw her red hair today and it looked really dusty on her..i liked it. Well now my family is watching the Lakers game and im just here. I've been playing some guitar and listening to some music. Then yesterday i went to Geoff's party and his surround sound KICKS ASS dude..its rad. lol We were going to watch the ring but dumb lil krissy marllow didnt want to so it was only cuz of her why we didnt watch it. So we watched the Goonies and it was alright. Krissy sat on me a few times for some reason..and then she was up on was grand. I also heard that Erica got jealous haha..thats funny. YOUR NOT GOING OUT WITH THE MAN so chill ya im just looking at some Norma Jean gear so im out

*x*x*x*|Your Promise|*x*x*x*
i'm looking for answers to all the questions no one knows.
pleaded and begged asked you for nothing, but something showed.
you ??, the sweat on your forehead everyone's pointing your nervousness now.
it's obvious now that you're scared of yourself.
nothing to keep them from knowing this now,
there's nothing to keep them from knowing this now.
promises, shattered pieces, memories of nothing.
cowardly you'll face this all alone.
you're finding a truth nothing but lies still no one knows.
you see your self run but i see you crawling to face the truth.
you're hesitant now your heart must be parting, ripping,
and tearing your insides are numb. fleshless and weak time to start over.
nothing to keep them from emptiness now
promises, shattered pieces, memories of nothing.
cowardly you'll face this all alone
you know how this will end,
cause the pain inside in your head is cutting yourself thin.
nothing to do now when you're buried underground.
your promise haunts you now. promises, shattered pieces,
memories of nothing.
cowardly i'll face this all alone

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 12 June :: 9.42 am
:: Mood: Happy

hell ya...i gotz some milk off my aunt for my froot loops..i didnt have ne at my house..

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 12 June :: 8.04 am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Mtv Movie Awards on the TV

well yesterday i was arguing with my mom about something then out of no where she brought up that monica and gina looked like hoochies wetting us in jesse's front yard. I was like shut up mom you dont even know who they are and never spoken a word to them. Now thats when my jackass sister came in with her comments and she told me to shut the hell up that i was just a stupid freshman whos bearly 14. First of all i think im technically a sophomore and im going on 15 and what the hell is she doing getting in my conversation with my mom and I ? Damn i freakin hate when she does that shes such a dumbass and doesnt even know whats going on. But ne who, yesterday at that band thing i thought it was only going to last like an lasted the who evening. Well when we got there was this firefighter truck and i thought it was just to block the road....but turns out they were blasting water out of me and Lorenzo were like we went for it...then we got some other ppl to go in the water. THen we played and then they dedicated the lil pole with directions for the bus then we played some more. Then we got our free hot dogs and then we went in the rainbow of water. That thing went i got jesse, javy, lorenzo, peewee, krissy, erica, ben, lina, savannah, and some other ppl in but who didnt go in the water, i just went and gave them a hug so they were all cold haha. Dude...the water was COLD as hell haha i was like damn...then harminee called me up and said what i was doing and then i told her all that went on...and turns out she would have liked to come to the lil sorry harminee ..i didnt call you up...i screwed up lol. Then we cleaned up and we all went home. Now i think that today three parties are going , Hannah's, Geoff's, Javy' not sure which party im going to go. But i want to go to Javy's but then Geoff's is going to be im not sure right now :S. But w/e..ill decide later...

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 11 June :: 4.19 pm
:: Mood: Tired/Wet

just got through with a water ballon fight in the park with peewee, jesse, gina, and monica, and then some ppl kicked us out of the park...then i think they called the cops on us cuz the cops came by and asked us what we were doing...then they had a cup that they picked up and put sprite and dirty water in it and monica, gina, and jesse chased me and rob ALL around town me and rob ran like little bitches to jesse's house and we stayed there..DANG it was HOT....i thought i was going to die...but i made it then they got to jesses house then they got ur wet and rob threw ginas sandle on the roof and gina got all pissed so she wet rob and then he got it down. Then we chucked these lil orange juices that my aunt had from school (lil 4.oz. deals) and we drank like freakin 20 of them lol. Now im just here at home relaxing so ya....that is my story ...

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 11 June :: 1.42 pm
:: Mood: Blank
:: Music: Memphis Will Be Laid To Waste by: Norma Jean

well yesterday was the HHS graduation and it was pretty good. They threw around beach balls then all of a sudden this sex doll got thrown around it was grand. Freakin hilarious so ya..then we played and i think everybody liked it. Then i just took of home and relaxed. No more school, thats awesome. Then Galima ( The russian forgein exchange student) spoke in the grad. and that was awesome. She is so hot ...damn..she is freakin hot lol. I admit i had like a "crush" or w/e..but i knew nuttin was going to happen, im a tiny freshman and shes a ya..that was perty stupid. so jesse called me up to go to a "water ballon" fight with monica, gina, and rob, so maybe ill go to that..

*x*x*x*|Memphis Will Be Laid To Waste|*x*x*x*
Walk around the room with a glaze in your stare.
In your tuxedo suit.
I will give it a name. Lower your defenses.
Lower your casket.
Open the door and open your grave.
Now you're doing the waltz with your murderer.
Mediocrity is the killer.
You find yourself helpless.
Christ is not a fashion,fleeting away.
He laid emeralds in her eyes, but I'd
already tried a bracelt made of gold and a scarlet thread around her wrist.
Everything was wrong so we
sang sentimental songs. "Oh how seldom we belong but how elegant our kiss."
We painted crooked lines but
danced in perfect time to a love so much refined, we
know not what it is until like a dullen wine we pour
into a grief know before but never quite like this.
All i know now is regret, it follows like a silhouette
along the cobbelstone behind me, but has nothing to
say except to innocently ask, its voice delicate as
glass, "Do you see me when we pass?" but i continue on
my way.

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 10 June :: 4.14 pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: The Taste Of Ink by: The Used

well toda was the FINAL day of school. *yay*..finally free and i can do whatever i want over the summer. I just dont want my report card cuz my momma is going to freak when she sees my D+..haha. and i think im going to geoff's tommorow to watch some films and then saturday is hannah's party then its javy's party. going to be a party boy..haha. Not really but sure. Then last night i went to jesse's graduation and it was kool, i recorded it and some other stuff..and then we went to eat at Burger's and Beer and i pigged Then i came home and crashed out and then went to school. I had my cheat sheet ready for geometry and stupid ass Josh Wells got caught the past day so Mr. Cox changed the test ...i was soo pissed. But w/ im out of school and i think im officially a sophomore..(Y)...dusty..

*x*x*x*|The Taste Of Ink|*x*x*x*

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there to so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 9 June :: 2.30 pm
:: Mood: calm

My momma is gonna trip....
well today it took my science final and if i do say so myself...i screwed up. I got a 61 out of 80 and that got me a D+ in that class. Damn my momma is going to be yelling at me and telling me all this stuff, and taking away all my stuff. But sooner of later she'll get over it. The other day i heard geoff and javy got in an arguement just cuz of one comment that javy made and that erica got upset and then told geoff and then geoff told javy what was up with him and javy told geoff something that geoff didnt like at all. But i think they got over all that stuff. Now im just worried bout how im going to give my self some nice "hints" in the Geometry Well im out Harminee is going to come get Roberto's digital camera so he can take it to Europe when he leaves.

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 5 June :: 3.55 pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Something Corporate-As You Sleep

well today i went to ec with my tia and my two cousins me and jesse went to jack in the box and pigged out and we gotz his graduation rags. i was all sick yesterday so i didnt end up going to school nor the band bowling party..which is krispy but oh well. I puked most of the morning but then i went to the Dr. then i got some koo stuff at Big Lots and now im just here at home. First jesse was sick then me and julie then my Yup yup and i have to study for finals...:|....thats even krispier...damn..i guess I better start...

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 3 June :: 6.30 pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Old Save Me Demos

well today i went to school and i finally got my year book. It was alright i guess and then the day before that becky and her "band" put on a kick ass performance and it was so grand. It was freakin dusty. Then there was this other band which wasnt that great. But ya then Mario did this huge sing along deal. Then the rest of the day was ok i guess. I've been trying to write some songs and i've just been thinking. I went to erica's pool party deal and it was pretty rad. jesse and gina finally got together and thats about it. Im going to get a krispy grade for science which really sux..oh well

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 1 June :: 6.36 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Something Corporate-I Woke Up In A Car

ok so yesterday me and jesse messed around with robs digi cam and it was grand. today school sucked...i got a A in english and i did my powerpoint presentation on kurt cobain and i got all that was dusty. i mom wont let me borrow the video camera..shes being stupid about it...she said that ill break it or something like that ..oh well..i think tommorow is erica's um..swimming party or something like that..i think im gonna go. Then ill go to mutual afterwards ya this day is just the same old out i think im going to a baseball game with jesse..

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 1 June :: 9.30 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Britney Spears-Everytime haha

so im just here..lunchin' ...i went to robs last night to jam and we came up with some grand material ..hopefully the asian boy (stephen) digs it...and ya then we just fell asleep ...harminee wasnt there and it was only me and it wasnt that great..harminee's presence was missed..come next time..haha... and ya i went to that church fireside and it was pretty koo i dug im just here at home..lunchin' no more seminary :D...thats certainly awesome.... so now its all koo..i just need to get some grades up and ill be set..(Y) out...

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 28 May :: 7.50 pm
:: Mood: disappointed

so today i found out that gina liked jesse so for one seconds gina told me that jesse and she were going out..i was all hyped about it...cuz its finally over and ppl wont want to hook them up no mo..and they can enjoy it and all...then turns out she said some b/s...that her mom doesnt let her date..shes had a couple of bf's come on ppl....and then jesse's self-esteem just went down the was stupid...her mom wouldnt even notice..they are ALWAYS together...according to jesse she "wasnt thinking"....thats what gina said..well..thats pretty damn stupid if i do say so offense..or..w/ im spending friday night solo...nothing to do...

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 28 May :: 5.33 pm
:: Mood: Annoyed/Tired

well im working on my powerpoint now and its pretty boring. My mom got all pissed cuz i downloaded some games and ringer tones on my ya. My grades are not the best and im bored. My computer is stupid and on wendsday i went to a swimming party with the mormon ppl. Harminee and all of them swam and all that good stuff. Then while on the ride back harminee said she wanted to then she just fed me these weird deals idk..what it was...but ne who..and then today sucked cuz it was boring and theres nothing to mom pisses me off cuz she thinks im not doing my homework on the think that maybe im going to jam at robs today..hopefully that will happen..cuz i want to jam...

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 25 May :: 2.05 pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Mix Cd

so here i am in KIC with Kristin and shes bumpin the jams on my cd player..she especially prefers "i hate everthing about you" by three days grace cuz i take it, it reminds her of her ex-bf joel hilfiker....but ne who...i have had like three subs today and it had been pretty just lunchin..wanting to go home and things..i have a sub for KIC and she aint doing shit...and i have a concert today..damn..i bearly have my music not nervous or ne thing..its just that im too lazy to go ..i have shit to do and we went to eat at turning point today with harminee and it was super..she showed up a lil late..and then we had to ditch her and leave her there..i felt kinda bad but she'll get over it eventually..then we were hauling ass back to school in order for not to be ne out...class is almost over..

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 23 May :: 12.42 pm
:: Mood: Hungry
:: Music: Open Hand-Life As Is

so here i am at home typing up an essay for engligh (which is extra credit), because i want to boost up my grades so my momma can be "proud", and she will eventually buy me something. Well last night i went to see my buddy harminee's play which was "charlie and the chocolate factory" which was a lil ghetto and but it was still pretty koo. now i still owe harminee her 10 bucks for the tickets lol. jasiel and she were probably the tallest oompa-loompas and there lil group had a pink star on there right eye..and it looked pretty koo. i talked to harminee after the play and her friend jasiel was just there....i never really have talked to her at but sure you know..then sister rolfe ditched us and took off without us lol. She thought we went with Nicole but turns out we got left behind, then they eventually came back then i called up my dad from there..then my dad came but i was in the guest house so i didnt see, so he didnt see me so he took off home. Then my sister called me up and was all pissed so she had to go get me..but w/ was alright i i ditched church lol..y do you ask? i have no idea...i just did cuz my momma was tired my sis had homework and so did I lol...harminee is going to tell me something of some sort...but sure i need to finish my essay so im out..

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 22 May :: 11.04 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Cib Dawg Playing Co&Ca on her stereo

well i havent wrote in my jounal forever because my momma toke my damn computer that kinda sux...its cuz i got a "D" on some damn class...i think i already told you guys that but i just woke up cuz i slept over at jesse's and it was weird...i slept then i woke up and then i slept and then was weird....then i ate im trying to get my grades up cuz i want good grades and maybe my momma will buy me something koo if i get good grades ..but i doubt who...this week sucked ass...i'm, fuckin not doing my school work..i need to do it man..or else how else am i supposed to get my grades up..then i went to this baseball game last night..and i have to practice my music for band..cuz i dont have it all down..its not koo tonight im going to harminee's play deal and stuff so ya.

Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 15 May :: 11.12 am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: The Bled-I Never Met Another Gemini

well i just got back from my "camping trip". it was alright..first i got back from school and i called up Glen to give us a ride..then me and jesse got our stuff and went to Glen's house. we loaded all the stuff and turns out Austen wasnt gonna go, which was mest up. then we took of and we stopped at KFC and i got some chicken and with the combo that we got you could get a half-a-gallon drink for 99 cents me and jesse got one of those with mountain dew...we were on our way and we were just lunchin' and listening to some tunes. then we got to the park where we go off-roading..according to the directions they gave us...we are supposed to go 5 miles down the road..we went 7...then we turned back...we went to the very beginning..and we read the sign and it said 10 they we are hauling ass back to the camp deal when we got to the camp sign..there were three ways..we chose the center one and drove 3 miles and it we went back and went to the left..and turns out that was it....but our half-a-gallon cups had a weird lid so we were off-roading and all the soda was spilling..when we got there it was all dark..then i ate chicken and set up camp..then we did this lil skit thing for this one church thing..then i made smores and it was good son. Then Rodolfo (this one 24 year old dude) busted out some boxing gloves and ppl started was crazy yo..i was bout to throw it down with Jesse but naw....then we just sat by the fire and mostly everybody went to sleep. Then Rodolfo took me and jesse and some other dudes to this lil place and he was telling us a scary story...but i KNEW they were going scare me...there were more than 5 ppl there but he was only making eye contact with me...and Edgar which was next to me was ya they ended up scaring me..then he told some more by the fire and we talked..and for some reason when he started telling stories all kinds of wind started to was freakin cold dude..i was freezing my ass off..but ne who..then we crashed out ..and bro rolfe was all pissed at us for now going to sleep (typical of him) then we crashed out and when we were walking to Joscardo's tent..we got lost and didnt know where it it was dark and windy..and we were like dammit.then we got there and jesse's stupid glow stick was bright so i had to hide it some where...then we were laughing at idiotic things..and Joscardo's dad wouldnt wake up...he was snorring the night away was great..then i woke up at 6...and jesse was playing guitar..we ate..and then put the tents down..and we took was alright...not the greatest..if there would've been some girls...maybe it would have been a lil' better..haha...not really cuz i wouldn't be able to get any of who im tired and i smell like a camp going to shower..

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:: 2004 10 May :: 12.14 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: New Sugarcult Cd..

well today i went to church and chilled. im going to this camp out deal on friday and it should be alright. im looking at new acoustic guitars and they are pretty damn rad if i do say so myself. i want to get so many of are the link to the ones i want.. ...if you want to check them out ur self...but ne way..then on sat. i went to eat with my family and it was alright...then i went to the movies with my buddy harminee to watch mean girls ...that movie was FREAKIN rad!!!..i liked it a lot..:D....haha....then um i went to eat today with jesse and it was pretty koo. i got a new kick ass cd im just waiting for wendsday so we jam with our band...oh and i think our un-finished website is um.... ...if you want to check it ya then i had saturday school and it sucked ass...i hated ya ..

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:: 2004 7 May :: 5.08 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

well today was a very crappy day. I got late to seminary and then i got to band late. i got my cell phone taken away at school (and wasnt even my fault) then i had to go to pick it up and the fuckin stupid ass vice principal gave me saturday school. And i have to go to a gay spaghetti dinner with the school band. so ya..this day sucked soo pissed top it up jesse fucked up my maccaroni and cheese by putting the damn cheese in the noddle deals but with the water still in there..UR SUPPOSED TO DRAIN THE DAMN WATER FIRST!!!..damn..but it was pretty damn funny ya this day sucked really bad.....

3 Lost Their Way | Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 5 May :: 2.30 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Brand New-Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades

so today i get called out of class to make up a test that i missed the other day and one of my friends that i never really talk to ( name is jessica) comes up to me and tells me that im sexy and that i turn her on really badly. So im just there sittin' wondering what the hell is wrong with that woman. Im like about to get my cell phone out and schedule an appointment for the Phychologist for that woman cuz she said i "turned her on" ...what the hell who ...did i say before that our new and here to stay band name is "Apathetic Skye" lol..well ya there you go ..ill keep you posted on the website when Stephen is done with it. Well yesterday i went to play some basketball with Glen and the crew and as we were playing it got even more hardcore as we played..then i just here a scream of pain..and there i see my homes rob on the ground ..i was like oh hell no....and he was out cuz he mest up his that sux a then i just got home and lunched...i got an Aol messenger name so if you have aol add my screen name is "apatheticskye44" then just talk to me ...and it'll be kool. now im just here at home lunchin'. my momma went to the dentist yesterday and she got some new kick ass nice a white sure they are fake but they look and i got a kick ass grade on my pinata for art...i got a 99 out of 100..i was so proud of my self..haha. so ya im out

1 Lost Their Way | Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 3 May :: 9.20 pm

i suddenly got swollen with sadness....

idk whats wrong..:S

1 Lost Their Way | Send Me An Angel

:: 2004 2 May :: 8.50 pm
:: Mood: None...
:: Music: Avenged Sevenfold-Unholy Confessions

so im just here at home and im watching prince on tv playing guitar and its koo. so um was ok i guess our band named changed and we are no longer "An Emmolient Elegy" we are now "skye" .....ya....idk but um sure..i aint going to be arguing about it ...i tried several times to come up with a name so ya..w/e..i dont care..the rest of the crew seems to be kool with it..later on ill try to start a project with the name i came up today was an ok day i went to church and there was this crazy chick there and said some really weird very akward...and then i ate and that was bout it..i went to jesses and then i did my pinata then jesse got on the internet and then i was watching iron chef..then jesse put on his head phones..and when he puts those things on that means hes going to stay on for a while so i just took off home and watched some tv. Then i put gas on my bros car at the gas station. So now i am here....tommorow there's school so that kinda sux...ya.

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