My Spot

My Spot

:: 2008 9 September :: 12.18 pm
:: Mood: apathetic

Update
Well I am sleeping a lot better now and I'm not being plagued with memories of the bullying. I am not really sure what to do about the memories when they do return. I promise myself that I will start a letter of complaint soon, but so much happened I have no idea where to start.
I have absolutely no faith in politicians... especially when they never listen or seem willing to learn. I feel that more could be done for those who have survived bullying! Just recently our state premier resigned and nobody is grieving.... he was hopeless and yet there are still a few others who deserve to be dumped, but are still there doing their usual hopeless jobs.

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:: 2008 2 September :: 12.36 pm
:: Mood: blah

REAL people Please
Well I have thought long and hard about what to use this journal for.... and I've decided that this will be a journal about the difficulties that I stumble over in life. Perhaps there will be some posts that many will not want to read, maybe I will seem depressing and "negative" and sadly there are some people who only want to hear the happy things in life! Please believe that I am very grateful to God for so many positives in my life. However life is not always so positive and I refuse to be anything other than a "REAL" person. Yes, I cry, yes I get angry and yes.... I have days when life seems unbearable.
So if you want only the positives, go elsewhere and pass no judgements please.
I am 55 (well in October) and I was a Registered nurse for 30 years until I was bullied and harassed by my employers to the point of my health deteriorating. My last working day was May 20th 2004 but the pain I went through still haunts me today and what's worse is the fact that NOT one person in authority was willing to listen or help me!
I am so disgusted with society for being so blind to the emotional trauma that bullying inflicts on you! Having endured it since childhood, I have 50 years of experience of it... but Guess What? I'm still here, I haven't given up yet.... and I'm also physically disabled, I have Multiple Sclerosis.

I've had several sleepless nights lately with so many bad memories returning to haunt me. I cannot go into what I went through as yet.... but I may post several letters that I feel will describe some of what I went through.

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