2004 29 October :: 7.47 pm
So Brent wrote me Bleh... if he ever really meant what he said we would still be together and i wouldn't be crushed... So im not one to share my whole life story but I'm going to put the letter on here... okies
I miss you so much and i really hope that you can forgive me for everything that I'v put you threw I could go threw a million pieces ofpaper begging for you back but chose against it because you probably won't anyways. I miss everything about you! I'v dated since August but no one like you, you are the funnest person to be around and I miss that. I sold my car in Sept. and I am planning on getting and apartment soon im hoping you will come and stay with me. i wrote a poem for you so I'll put it in here.
I don't deserve you i know
every thought become distant your laughter a blur
as my nightmares become reality you really aren't there
i miss your kiss, your touch, i miss the clovers you loved so much,
Id give a million happy moments for just one more with you
i never thought you wouldn't be here
my life seems pointless without you.
Jess iv shared all of my hopes and dreams with you in hopes of living them with you. Every move i made seems like a mistake I just hope you will see beyone those and forgive me I'll love you forever.
Yeah so the poem was semi good but the letter all and all made me cry a week later he left flowers on my seat. Brent hurt me so bad 10 months went downt the drain but whatever i guess. Guys do what they have to, to get what they want. I think it may be a while before i date again.
3 Would you catch me if i fall?Maybe |
2004 2 October :: 10.43 pm
I enjoy your prescence, it's almost as the world is carefree, which i presume it never truly will be. Your small touch your kisses leave me feeling free from the outside world like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders as if my whole world is coming together again. For a moment you hold my whole life in your hands, and for a minute i trust you and then the small moment is over. and im left here feeling scared and confused again.
2004 23 August :: 8.48 pm
I am now officailly Ihops newest waitres... yay ok bye.
4 Would you catch me if i fall?Maybe |
2004 11 August :: 10.26 pm
I'm not going to say im done with woohu... just postponing future entries... because i know there is no way i could leave woohu forever to all of you who read this ill miss you!
2004 5 August :: 9.21 pm
Hey everyone... I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW... seriously nothing to change nothing to erase just perfect met this really really hot guy in Wyoming last night gosh and he's all like whats your name i was like JC he goes mmm... cute and then we see each other walking down the sidewalk and he goes hey hun and like rubs my arm i was like HEY!!! in my head thinking god your so hot... lol thank god for Trisha's car being a piece... i got to meet him that way!!!... it was fun
Anyways... if anyone wants to hang out sometime give me a call ok
866-0502 or 696-4113