To be, or not to be,--that is the question:-- Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them?--To die,--to sleep,-- No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,--'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die,--to sleep;-- To sleep! perchance to dream:--ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death,-- The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns,--puzzles the will, And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! The fair Ophelia!--Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd."


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:: 2007 4 November :: 10.24 pm

Somewhere there's a stolen halo
I use to watch her wear it well
Everything would shine wherever she would go
But looking at her now you'd never tell

Someone ran away with her innocence
A memory she can't get out of her head
I can only imagine what she's feeling
When she's praying
Kneeling at the edge of her bed

She wants someone to call her angel
Someone to put the light back in her eyes
She's looking through the faces
And unfamiliar places
She needs someone to hear her when she cries

She just needs a little help
To wash away the pain she's felt
She wants to feel the healing hands
Of someone who understands

And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me
Like Holy Water

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:: 2007 27 May :: 1.43 pm

I've learned....That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned....That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned....That money doesn't buy class.

I've learned...That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned.! .That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned....That the Lord didn't do it all in one day.

What makes me think I can?

I've learned....That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned....That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

I've learned...That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned...That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned...That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned....That there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies and feeling their breath on your cheeks.

I've learned...That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

I've learned....That life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned...That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

I've learned...That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I've learned...That I wish I could have told those I cared about that I love them one more time before they passed away.

I've learned....That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned....That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

I've learned....That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned....That when your newly born child holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hooked for life.

I've learned....That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I've learned....That the less time I have to work, the more things I get done.

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:: 2006 29 November :: 2.26 am

Sorry I couldn't see you today...

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:: 2006 16 September :: 12.20 pm

Scott --


A perma-orgasm

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:: 2006 10 September :: 11.57 pm

When a guy misses you
When u break a girls heart,
she still feels it when
u run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
she is wondering how long you will be

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl says that she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

When a girl is mean to you after a breakup
she wants you back, but she's
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever
(Even if I am not mean to you doesn't mean i don't miss you ...and Even if you don't see my sadness... its there)

Guy Facts:

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When you're laying your head on a guy's
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

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:: 2006 8 September :: 4.18 pm

[ NOW ]
Current mood: Ouchies
Current music: Leader of the Band - Dan Fogleberg.
Current taste: Camel Light
Current hair: Ponytail
Current clothes: shorts.
Current annoyance: Shoulder
Current smell: sweaty me
Current thing I should be doing: bathing
Current windows open: kitchen
Current desktop picture: Lotus Blossom
Current favorite band: Lotzorz
Current book: Elric: Stealer of Souls
Current CD in stereo: Josh Groben - Closer
Current crush: Wouldn't you like to know
Current favorite celeb: Child Alessa from Silent Hill
1. A Cuddler? hellz yea
2. A morning person? fuck no
3. Are you a perfectionist?: Sometimes
4. An only child?: no
5. Catholic?: I know a lot about it
6. Single?: yuppers
7. Currently suffering from a broken heart? maybe
8. Okay styling other people's hair? maybe
9. Left handed?: Right
10. Addicted to MySpace? nope
11. Shy around the opposite gender? not so much

12. Bite your nails?: yupyup
13. Get paranoid at times? yup
14. Currently regret something that you have said? lately, no
15. Curse frequently when you get mad? sometimes
16. Enjoy country music? some
17. Enjoy jazz music? sometimes
18. Enjoy smoothies?: only tasty ones
19. Enjoy talking on the phone? not really
20. Have a lot to learn? yup
21. Have a pet?: Kitty and 2 birdies
22. Have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" person?: some would say yes, like their husbands
23. Have all your grandparents? no
24. Have at least one sibling?: yep
25. Have been told that you are smart?: wise is more often the word
27. Have Caller I.D. on your phone?: only on the pocketwatch.

8. Changed a diaper?: yupzorz
29. Changed a lot over the past year?: yes
31. Had surgery?: a few, like 7
32. Killed another person?: no
3. Had your haircut within the last week?: week:no, month:no, year:no
34. Had the cops been called on you? not on ME

1. Slept in your bed that wasn't you?: not tellin
2. Saw you cry? Kat
3. Went to the movies with you? Buck
4. You went to the mall with?: Probably pat or kendall
5. You went to dinner with?: does the vous count?
6. You talked on the phone? Pat
7. Broke your heart? ...
8. Made you laugh? Dan

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?: tongue
2. Be serious or be funny? sarcastic
3. Drink whole or skim milk? ...milk, just milk?
4. Die in a fire or drown?: fire
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? parents, definatly

1. Simple or complicated?: sometimes
2. Gay?: not really
3. Hardcore sports fan? Only if by sports, you mean Nicholas Cage movies...

1. Flowers or candy?: Flowers!
2. Gray or black?: Grey
3. Color or Black: color
4. Lust or love?: love
5. Sunrise or sunset? sunset if I'm alone, sunrise if I'm not
6. M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms!
7. Staying up late or waking up early? up late.

1. Do you like anyone?: yeah...
2. Do they know it?: I think so

1. Sun or moon?: Moon.
2. Winter or Fall?: fall
3. Left or right?: wtf?
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? Bestest friends
5. Sun or rain?: rain
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Vanilla with strawberries
7. Vodka or Jack?: Jack Daniels, please!

1. Nervous Habits: tap my feet, fiddle with my hands, play with my hair
2. Are you double jointed?: me=fat
3. Can you roll your tongue?: why do that when you can light a lighter instead?
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? not really
5. Do you make your bed daily?
6. Which shoe goes on first?: the one I grab first
7. Ever thrown up on someone?: nope, I missed steve
8. On the average, how much money do you carry on you?: somewhere between moths and 20 bucks
9. What jewelry do you wear?: Beads, Tribal ring

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirlipoo!
2. Have you ever eaten Spam?: yup
3. Favorite ice cream? cookie dough
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet? 2 or 3
5. What's your favorite beverage?: Jack Daniels
6. Do you cook?: yup

1. Had a b/f or g/f?: nope
2. Bought something you didn't need?: what, you mean like the tin foil platypus?
4. Sang in front of people? Kareoke!!!
5. Been kissed: not on the lips
6. Been hugged: lotzorz
7. Felt stupid: yup
8. Missed someone: yes
10. Got high: no
11. Danced Crazy: DDR MAXX...2!!!
12. Gotten your hair cut? hell no
13. Cried: no
14. Lied: maybe
15. laughed with all the grace of the three penised leprechaun all covered in strawberry love pudding against warnings from the vatican? ...three penised leprechan...strawberry love pudding...vatican...*fatsplode*

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:: 2006 7 September :: 1.24 am

1. are you missing someone right now?: yup
2. are you happy: meh
3. are you talking to anyone right now: Nope
4. are you bored: yupyup
5. are you german: only a little, like 30%
6. are you irish: I think so
7. are you french: no
8. are you Italian: doubt it
9. are your parents still married: nope
10. are you in love with someone right now: not really

1. hometown: Muskegon
2. hair color: Blonde
4. hair style: sexy
5. eye color: they change
6. shoe size: big
7. mood: le sigh
8. orientation: straigh, with metro tendancies according to me compadres
9. available?: only if you don't count needy friends
10. lefty/righty: Righty.

1. have you ever been in love: yup
2. do you believe in love: yuppers
3. why did your last relationship fail: She was moving
4. have you ever been heart broken: I dunno
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: I hope not
6. have you ever fallen for your best friend: No
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: yup
8. are you afraid of commitment: not really
9. have you ever kissed someone you liked: Yup
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: Yes, and I still don't know who

1. love or lust: love
2. hard liquor or beer: liqour, occasionally
3. night or day: night
4. one night stands or relationships: Dunno
5. television or internet: Teh Intarweb
6. pepsi or coke: pepsi straight, coke mixed
7. wild night out or romantic night in: meh
8. colored pictures or black and white pictures: depends on the picture
9. phone or in person: In person, definatly
10. aim or phone: phone

1. been caught sneaking out?: Nope
2. skinny dipped?: nope
3. done something you regret?: a few things
4. bungee jumped?: nuh-uh
5. been on a house boat?: Nope
6. finished an entire jaw breaker?: nope
7. wanted someone so badly it hurt?: yup
8. been caught by your parents with a hickey?: nope. Mom thought it was, but it was just razorburn
9. danced in the rain?: yup
10. had a hang over?: nope

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:: 2006 11 April :: 11.43 pm

Scott Smith

Serial Killer Extraordinaire

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:: 2006 17 March :: 12.24 am

I've kissed...
01. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x] on the lips.
03. [x] on their hands or fingers.
04. [x] in my room.
05. [x] in their room.
06. [x] of the opposite sex.
07. [ ] of the same sex.
08. [x] a little younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [x] with black hair.
11. [x]with curly hair.
12. [x] blonde hair and blue eyes.
13. [ ] with red hair.
14. [x] with straight hair.
15. [x] shorter than me.
16. [x] with a lip ring.
17. [x] who i truly love/loved
18. [] who was drunk.
19. [x] who was high.
20. [x] in the morning.
21. [x] right after waking up.
22. [x] just before bed.
23. [x] late at night.
24. [x] who i had just met
25. [x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [x] just talking not dating.
27. [x] on a bed.
28. [ ] in a graveyard.
29. [x] at school.
30. [x] against a wall
31. [x] at a show.
32. [x] at the beach.
33. [x] at a concert.
34. [ ] in a pool.
35. [x] who was/is a good friend.
36. [x] in the rain.
37. [x] with a mole on their body
38. [x] in the shower
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. [x] in the movies.
41. [ ] in a bathroom/laundry room
42. [x] in the dark.
43. [ ] on a roof top.
44. [ ] under water
45. [x] while driving
46. [ ] a stranger
47. [ ] more than one person at once.
48. [ ] crying
49. [x] goodbye forever
50. [ ] when i was drunk.
51. [ ] who didn't speak english
52. [ ] in a hot tub
53. [ ] in an elevator
54. [ ] an ex
55. [ ] last night.
56. [ ] Just today.

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:: 2006 4 February :: 11.01 am

I have Jessa's keys, and I need to return them today.

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:: 2006 2 February :: 2.19 am

I got to see Jessa today, and she didn't stab me!

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:: 2006 28 January :: 11.17 am

Yay! An update! Although nothin much has changed since the 1st, I felt an update was necessary.

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:: 2006 1 January :: 5.11 pm

Happy New Year!

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:: 2005 25 December :: 12.07 am

Happy Christmahannakwanzaka to all, and to all some good pie!

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:: 2005 8 December :: 4.20 am

Yes, I know I've been slacking, and I apologize. I really don't have an excuse, save that me bed is comfy, and I don't like leaving it. Nothing has really changed, except for there is snow. Lots of snow. And not the snowball snow, the shitty creaky sounding snow. Fuck snow. Whoever invented snow sucks.

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